CHRISTINE!

2007-01-31T20:36:00.000+08:00

Lord, teach me how to love
and who to love.

2007-01-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL HAS BEGUN
and i'm stressed already.

Human relationships are always unpredictable and complicated, but today you will gain a new insight into one of your friendships that will make it simple for you to deconstruct what this person really wants. Watch closely for a clue. It could be as simple as a sudden 'a-ha' moment when you figure out the perfect birthday present, or it could be as pivotal as finally realizing what this friends wants from you but is too embarrassed or shy to ask for.

that's my horoscope today. and i think its true! and its with Sarah Natasha Raziff.
school had ended and i went to my locker, was doing nonsense and then, ENASTASIA GOANA was standing in front of my locker, so i waited for her. and so, she realised, and tried to block some more but i opened my locker just a wee bit...
to see a green note with sarah's handwriting on it. oh god, i was so touched that i felt like crying. HA! I LOVE YOU SARAH!

lessons have been good so far, quite mentally draining though but i'm good. or at least i think i am. But i've been really tired after school. like really tired. i practically have to stay back everyday for extra lessons, practicals and choir.

OH YA, I LOVE MY BROTHER.

i finished watching Kal Ho Naa Ho today and watched a bit of Kuch Kuch Hota Hei. cried quite a bit after Kal Ho Naa Ho. its so sad i tell you. aiyoh. and Kuch Kuch Hota Hei, hahah! it was the funniest ever.
There was one part when the girl said
ANJALI: BEST OF LUCK JASWINDER
JASWINDER: SAME TO YOU.
and god, their expressions were just priceless. my brother played it over and over and over again and i couldn't stop laughing.
then i slept for A VERY LONG TIME, had dinner and here i am.

oh oh oh! ENASTASIA GOANA IS VERY LUCKY TO HAVE CHRISTINE THERESE CLAIRE FERNANDO IN HER CLASS. VERY VERY VERY LUCKY!

and you know what? i happen to like amath now, Mrs T is really good.

2007-01-01T19:04:00.000+08:00

and so, its 2007!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :D

went over to my gran's place yesterday, had dinner and then decided to drive through town.
i tell you! dont ever go to to town or marina on new year's eve. you'd be molested, or raped or whatever, full of that snow spray and deaf. and when i say deaf, i mean deaf. THANK GOD we were in a car so we just saw everything happening. orchard road was just packed. packed! it was full of migrant workers and people spraying the foam things. HA! and then at midnight, all the cars and buses and taxis started to honk their horns, wishing everyone happy new year. mummy honked the most i think. HAH! yupp. there was a massive jam and all. but all was good.
today, sarah and bill came over to do our HISTORY and now, i'm stuck at home.
yes, and so, school is starting in 2 days.
i'm ready, but my homework's not.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
- honour thy father and mother
- do unto others what i want others to do unto me
which also means
CUT DOWN ON THE GOSSIPING.
- finish all my homework and stdy everyday
- pass my malay
- pass attention in every single class including malay
- get an A1 for CHOIR
- keep my room neat and tidy for 365 days
- save at least $40 a month
- STOP GOING SHOPPING SO VERY OFTEN
- watch my handphone bill
- BE NICE to everybody even on bad days
- make a difference in someon's life
- have a single digit for Olevels

that's all folks. i cant see my keyboard cos its too dark. i shall leave you with a rather inspiring story.

PHILOSOPHY, SCIENCE & GOD
An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with
God, The Almighty.
He asks one of his new students to stand and.....

Prof: So you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Prof : Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Prof: Is God all-powerful?
Student : Yes.
Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is this God good then? Hmm?

(Student is silent.)

Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella.
Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Prof: Is Satan good?
Student : No.
Prof: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From...God.. .
Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Prof: So who created evil?

(Student does not answer.)

Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Prof: So, who created them?

(Student has no answer.)

Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student: No, sir.
Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God?
Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my faith.
Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Prof: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as cold?
Prof: Yes.
Student: No sir. There isn't.

(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold . Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat . We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy . Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it .

(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)

Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light....But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument is going.)

Student: Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class is in uproar.)

Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?

(The class breaks out into laughter.)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain,sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face unfathomable. )

Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student: That is it sir... The link between man & god is FAITH .
That is all that keeps things moving & alive.

thank you god for creating me and giving me a wonderful year.

2006-12-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :D

HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY!

will blog about christmas soon.

2006-12-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

2 MORE DAYS
TILL
BEATRICE KEIRA NATTAVADEE TAN
COMES BACK

4 MORE DAYS
TILL
ENASTASIA GOANNA GO YING YING
COMES BACK

8 MORE DAYS
TILL
GERALD KEVIN CHRISTOPHER CHAN
COMES BACK

i went to PARKWAY PARADE today
and it was good!
I GOT MY RED HANDBAG AND A BLACK ONE TOO from DOROTHY PERKINS!
and i did my manicure! L-O-V-E-L-Y!
parkway is nice, they've got everything there.
yeah, and my brother just earned 50 bucks for helping out at my aunts place.
5O BUCKS!
can you imagine?
i'm going to help my other aunt tomorrow.
$$$ and then MORE SHOPPING!
i'm gonna go stationery shopping after christmas!!!
OH WELL! tomorrow's the last day i get to shop and then CHRISTMAS will come.
and i miss everyone so much!
i haven't talked to lots of people in a long time! especially Bill, Bonnie and Sonia!
aiyoh.
I WANT THAT HOT PINK TOP FROM TOPSHOP!
i was talking to CYNTHIA MARIE LOH YEN LING just now, and this is what she said.
we were talking about not wanting to go to school and homework.

A cup of coconut. says:
YAH!
A cup of coconut. says:
me too!
A cup of coconut. says:
i hope like, they find ALL the schools flooded and all!
A cup of coconut. says:
ahha,
A cup of coconut. says:
so cannot go till next year!
A cup of coconut. says:
so EVERY school pospone!
A cup of coconut. says:
GOOD RIGHT !

aiyoh! this girl, i tell you. so bimbotic! HAHAAHHA! I LOVE YOU STILL!
so we're gonna be catechist together, looking forward to it.
i'm singing CHRISTMAS CAROLS non-stop!
i wanna put up my crib now.
GOOD BYE.

2006-12-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

3 MORE DAYS
TILL
BEATRICE KEIRA NATTAVADEE TAN
COMES BACK

5 MORE DAYS
TILL
ENASTASIA GOANNA GO YING YING
COMES BACK

9 MORE DAYS
TILL
GERALD KEVIN CHRISTOPHER CHAN
COMES BACK

forgiveness is more than saying sorry

forgiveness is accepting peoples thoughts

to forgive is divine

so lets have some wine

and make up sex

until the end of time

this bloody song is stuck in my head. its like just AIYOH! and JUST FRIENDS is the BOMB la. AIYOH! and and and BE YOURSELF! my brother and i cant stop laughing to that, he is singing it non-stop now. So, in conclusion, i've got two annoying songs stuck in my head.

HAHAH! I talked to Beat yesterday and Enastasia today. only person i haven't spoken to is gerald. ha!

OH WELL.

its been shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping and shopping for me the past few days

and,

FEET

HURT.

goodness! i've never shopped so much in my life you know.

and second shopping trip with JOANNE DENISE NOELLE PARANJOTHY and it was MARVELLOUS!

we ate at SEOUL GARDEN! and the things we did. gosh! hahaha

we ate like pigs and felt like pigs.

MANGO JEANS!

RED HOT top from m)phosis

RED HOT pumps

POLKA-DOTTED pumps

BLUE TOP FROM MANGO

WHITE TOP FROM some shop in far east

GREEN TOP FROM zara

TEAL TOP FROM forever 21

GOLD CLUTCH FROM bugis

UNDESCRIBABLE TOP FROM far east

GOLD HOOPS FROM livia

RED POLKA-DOTTED HOOPS FROM diva

GREEN BRACELETS FROM diva

RED BEADS FROM livia

BROWN TOP FROM mango

that was what i bought this month. joanne thinks i can have a walk-in wardrobe.

I WANT A WALK-IN WARDROBE!

i still need my RED HANDBAG!

aiyoh.

i'm sleepy, i haven't done my homework and i feel dumb.

GOOD NIGHT.

2006-12-19T13:23:00.000+08:00

5 MORE DAYS
TILL
BEATRICE KEIRA NATTAVADEE TAN
COMES BACK

7 MORE DAYS
TILL
ENASTASIA GOANNA GO YING YING
COMES BACK

11 MORE DAYS
TILL
GERALD KEVIN CHRISTOPHER CHAN
COMES BACK

i would love to do a countdown for SARA-ANN ANTONIA HEE but, i'm not sure when school starts. I'll ask my dear mummy when she comes back.

in the mean time, it just dawned on me that
IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SNOWING IN SINGAPORE IF WE WERE A COLDER CLIMATE!

but thank god it didn't, cos you know why, i'd rather is rain than snow, if it snows, i cant even go out at all.
I'M IN DIRE NEED OF SHOPPING!

and my handphone bill, was OUT OUF THIS WORLD OUTRAGEOUS!
it was terrible.
hah! i'm going to start having limitations.

oh well, the christmas cards are done.
HAPPY SHOPPING EVERYONE!

2006-12-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

i think i'm paranoid
actually,
i know i'm paranoid.
things are not going the way that i want them to, i'm really feeling awkward at this point of time. like in a weird mix of things.

i can get so annoyed at the slightest of things
and yet
i can be so happy with the smallest things.

like why spell iie lubbxss uee when you could just spell I LOVE YOU.
wHy TyPe LiKe ThIs, when you can type like this.

why say something you dont mean and hurt the person, when you actually could have said something you meant and made the person happy.

why is it that i always write stuff like this and feel all so i-dont-know-what-i'm-feeling?

BE YOURSELF.
why is it so difficult to do that?
why does everyone want to impress the other with materialistic things?
why couldn't we all just be happy with everything?
why am i saying this when i like to go shopping so much and buy things i like?
you see how much i confuse myself.

DONT THINK ABOUT THE PAST, CONCENTRATE ON THE PRESENT, WAIT FOR THE FUTURE.
why is it always that we think so much about the past, then hope the best for the future?
then what about the present?
just because we are living in it, we just leave it alone.
shouldn't we actually care?
and there i go again, saying such a thing when i act the same way.
you see how much i confuse myself.

Christmas is coming and i haven't felt it yet. Its just that, i cant wait to dress up and go out, thats all i'm looking forward to it but what is the true essense behind it?
isn't it JESUS' birthday? we celebrate our birthdays, hoping for the works, presents and all. and here, on christmas day, not even our birthday, we are receiving presents and not giving.
the season of giving.
how many of us have actually help the needy recently?
in the SPIRIT OF CHRISTMAS?
its too too too commercialised already.
SALES! CHRISTMAS SALES!
sales because jesus was born? yeah, thats a great thing. i would love to have sales all over the world because i was born.
CHRISTMAS CARROLING?
jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock.
yeah! wow! thats your description of christmas?
what happened to the happy family, in the house on christmas eve, celebrating together, waiting for the clock to past 12 and then open presents.
even then, the kids are looking forward to the presents.
i think this year, i'm gonna thank god for every present i receive because, nothing would have been possible without him.
i am going to dress up because i bought clothes but at the back of my head, it'll be because its christmas, jesus' birthday.
and yeah, i'm gonna rethink my whole christmas because, who cares about santa and if you were good so he would give you a present?
were you good without any reason to be good?
i know i wasn't so if this isn't my magical christmas, i would understand.
cos right now, my christmas cards say 'HAVE A MAGICAL CHRISTMAS!'
good night.

2006-12-16T15:13:00.000+08:00

8 MORE DAYS
TILL
BEATRICE KEIRA NATTAVADEE TAN
COMES BACK

10 MORE DAYS
TILL
ENASTASIA GOANNA GO YING YING
COMES BACK

14 MORE DAYS
TILL
GERALD KEVIN CHRISTOPHER CHAN
COMES BACK

and can you imagine, 9 MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!
HAH! yes, i have yet to go for the MANGO sales with joanne and I CANT WAIT! i got a lovely white and black dress from my cousin, ITS GORGEOUS!

and i finished watching AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL CYCLE 8
and CARIDEE is the winner!
I AM SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY!
melrose takes nice shots and all but i dont like her.
can't wait for cycle 9!

MSN has decided to stop working
and
my phone is annoying me.
I can only change my phone and my plan in JUNE 2007.
i want a plan that has unlimited sms and free incoming.
I'll be REALLY REALLY HAPPY with that.
heh, yupp. CARIDEE WON!
oh ya, i made wanton mee yesterday and i'm gonna have fried wanton's later.
I ATE 20 THE LAST TIME.

i love my shoes :)

2006-12-15T16:26:00.000+08:00

9 MORE DAYS
TILL
BEATRICE KEIRA NATTAVADEE TAN
COMES BACK

11 MORE DAYS
TILL
ENASTASIA GOANNA GO YING YING
COMES BACK

15 MORE DAYS
TILL
GERALD KEVIN CHRISTOPHER CHAN
COMES BACK

Hahah! ok, so ironic ah. the numbers are 9, 11 and 15.
9 and 11 - BIRTHDAY
15 - MY AGE!

oh well, GUESS WHAT! I found my joy luck club or rather, my mother found it RIGHT AFTER I COPY OUT THE WHOLE DAMN BOOK! but i am selling it to
JOANNE DENISE NOELLE PARANJOTHY!
hah! i had fun with that girl day before yesterday and yesterday!
WE WENT SHOPPING!
i've got my red and white polka-dotted shoes! bought two tops. the mango sale is CRAZILY MAD man. yep and hah! i'm broke now, my hundred bucks just went like that.

BRADLEY IS HERE NOW! yupp and he's gonna keep me very busy!
oh well, i'm missing BEAT and GERALD AND ENASTASIA ALREADY! take care and have fun!

2006-12-11T17:45:00.000+08:00

13 MORE DAYS
TILL
BEATRICE KEIRA NATTAVADEE TAN YI JIE
COMES BACK FROM THAILAND!

and it also means

14 MORE DAYS
to
CHRISTMAS!

i'm gonna hit the town, its shopping galore!

2006-12-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

decided to have a change.
DID I SAY THAT I SAW JADE RECENTLY?
gosh. i felt like slapping her face man.
HAHAH! you should have seen my reaction.
and so, i'm watching America's Next Top Model Cycle 7
and i'm loving it!
oh well. i still cant find my joy luck club
and this is the last time i am changing my blogskin.

2006-12-04T18:21:00.000+08:00

i'm freaking pissed off
i cant find my damn JOY LUCK CLUB
god! you cant imagine my current state of mind
call me mad but i burst out crying when i searched my whole room and could't find it.
I WANNA CRY AGAIN!
everything is so annoynig. goodness!
i hate you bitch.

2006-12-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

i just cant bear to even talk to you. your behavior was despicable, absolutely despicable. i tried to be oblivious to it but i couldn't. what you did was just horrendous. i find myself dumb beyond words to have gone through so much with you, you disgust me. thats all i can really day because, why would there be anything else left to say to you. you are not even worth to be reffered to as a human being. you fucking hell piss me off.

2006-12-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

you surprise me in the weirdest of ways
you
the one i loved
the one i trusted
the one i had faith in
the one i loved
you make me feel so horrible
you
the one i loved
the one i trusted
the one i had faith in
the one i loved
you make me feel lost
you
the one i loved
the one i trusted
the one i had faith in
the one i loved
i love.

2006-11-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

i'm sick
i'm sick
i'm sick
i cant even type properly for goodness sake
but i dont wanna sleep
i'm sick of having nothing to do.
I'M SICK!

2006-11-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

and so, here i am, just doing nothing.
i baked and cooked today.
watched this show on HBO and cried.
talked to beat and i miss her.
i'm having a weird mix of emotions,
i haven't felt that way in a long time.
i wanna see you again,
just one more time.
i wanna take a long bus ride, down to town.
its just one straight bus, 54.
oh no, i forgot to call joanne! ah! oh no.
i'll call her soon.
i'm looking forward to friday
and monday
and tuesday
and wednesday.
i wanna go shopping now.
maybe i shall take the bus down to town with my dear old mother,
she spent the whole day with me today
and we laughed
and laughed
and laughed.
i love you mummy
so
so
so
so
much.
gosh, i had de javu of this.
and right now, i feel like just asking god, why.
i feel so
i feel so
i dont know what i feel.
i need my retail therapy
or maybe a manicure
or maybe, or maybe, i just need to see you.

2006-11-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

I HATE SATELLITES!
they make me think that there are STARS in the sky.
BUT NO, they are bloody satellites!
can you imagine I HAPPILY LOOKED OUT OF THE WINDOW AND SAID
'hey! the stars are blinking!'

IMAGINE THAT.
i felt like an idiot you know.
aiyoh

HAHA! yes, so i've done the history project and now i've got my other work to do.
I'M PROUD OF THE MIND-MAP THAT I DID!
very proud.
haha! yes.

BEATRICE KEIRA NATTAVADEE TAN YI JIE, since you wanted this, i shall have your countdown ok.

26 MORE DAYS UNTIL BEATRICE COMES BACK!
YAY!

hahah! i miss talking to you! oh well. i baked again today, yeah. I think i'll be a good housewife.
and have twins.
ah! i'll be the happiest person in the world
and dress my children up in matching clothes, go for spas, manicures, pedicures, send them to wonderful schools.
I'M ALREADY DREAMING OF MY MARRIED LIFE
ah! i think i think too far.
hhahaha! the sentence is funny.
i think i think too far. but really, i do. I THINK WAY AHEAD!
anyway, i feel like sleeping and having a ZINGER MEAL from KFC!

2006-11-27T13:37:00.000+08:00

i'm meeting melissa in half an hour and i am happily sitting her. i'm too lazy to move. HAHA! yupp, yesterday was good, met bonnie and then went to sarah's house to do our history project, went to eat and then i went to church and my granny's house. i had lots of fun there! haha! yupp!
I LOVE MY GRANNY AND PAPA!
yes, and
BEATRICE KEIRA NATTAVADEE TAN YI JIE is in Thailand now.
27 MORE DAYS UNTIL HER ARRIVAL.
like as if we will miss her (right cherlynn) HAHA! oh yes beat, we will.

and so, the three of us went out on friday and i did quite a bit of shopping, bought a gorgeous file, two tops, earrings and a bracelet. AH! haha!
I WANNA DO MORE SHOPPING!

all the midnight phone calls and messages are giving me eyebags. heh. but its all fun.

i think i shall go get ready now.
OH YA! i've got my catechist interview at 5pm! HAHAH! my brother laughed at me when i told him i wanted to be a catechist.
annoying.
YES! and i'm going out for dinner after and shopping! YAY! i love the holidays!

and i've been baking and cooking LOTS!
this is like the only holiday when i haven't been bored, i'm a happy girl :)

2006-11-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

i only have three words,
I MISS CAMP!

2006-11-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

Forgiving is easier than forgetting, especially today, when a blast from the past makes an inconvenient appearance. This will be an easy confrontation to avoid, however -- so you should feel free to step aside and let this drama die before it begins. But if you are ready for some face-to-face communication, you should go for it. You will be surprised at how time has affected everyone's heart and mind. Moving on sometimes requires that you look back for a while.

THAT'S THE HOROSCOPE FOR THE DAY.
i'm not looking forward to today.
i dont want any blast from the past,
they annoy me.
OH WELL!
i dont feel lazy today, I WANNA GO OUT!

2006-11-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

You Are 62% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.
While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

Are You a Perfectionist?

HAH! i'm a perfectionist alright.

THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS.

Your Gluttony Quotient: 44%

You definitely have your gluttonous moments. For you, eating is a true hobby.
And while you do spend a lot on food, you can always make it back winning eating contests.

How Much Gluttony Do You Have?

Your Greed Quotient: 29%

You're a little greedy, but generally you don't let your desire get the better of you.
You know that good things will come to you - as long as you wait your turn!

How Much Greed Do You Have?

Your Sloth Quotient: 46%

You're definitely lazier than the average person, but you're able to live a somewhat normal life.
All your life needs is a little more effort and variety, and you might see that doing hard things is actually fun!

How Much Sloth Do You Have?

Your Wrath Quotient: 16%

Revenge, anger, rage? They're hardly words in your vocabulary.
If someone wrongs you, you move on. You rather be indifferent than upset.

How Much Wrath Do You Have?

Your Lust Quotient: 16%

Congratulations, you have your lust under control.
It's not that you aren't a lustful person, you just like to save it for the perfect occasion!

How Much Lust Do You Have?

Your Envy Quotient: 27%

You are an occasionally envious person, but jealousy doesn't usually get the better of you.
You're wise enough to know that envy feels horrible - and does nothing to improve your life.
A little jealousy is normal: so go ahead and let yourself feel it. But don't let it bum you out!

How Much Envy Do You Have?

Your Pride Quotient: 37%

You're a little prideful, but nothing out of the norm.
Like everyone, you enjoy attention. But you're also good at sharing the spotlight!

How Much Pride Do You Have?

I'M NOT A SINNER :)

You Have Fantastic Karma

You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.
And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.
But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.
You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

How's Your Karma?

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

THIS EXPLAINS TO YOU HOW BORED I AM.

2006-11-20T13:11:00.000+08:00

I'M A CONFIRMED CATHOLIC!

and i shall be a good catholic,

a practising catholic,

and a good person :)

YES! and so the marvellous day was yesterday and i'm loving the smell of the chrism(holy oil) on my head. ITS SO NICE! haha! yupp! so i shall post about yesterday in chronological order.

i woke up in the morning to help with the cleaning of my house, i looked like an idiot cos i had my manicure done and not wanting to destroy it, i used gloves and mother only had those yellow rubber gloves. YUPP! haha! rushed rushed rushed to get ready, i'm always like that you know. so nonsense. beat's dad picked sam and i up and we went to church. reached and then went straight to the toilet to do beat's and my make-up. HAHAH! i was so nervous and panick-y and all, i bent down to pick something up and knocked my head on the hand dryer and i must add, with great force! yes. i am such an idiot. HAH! was getting pretty nervous and all, took pictures and then went up. everyone looked really really nice! yupp! and mass started, i was so excited and nervous all at the same time. GOSH! yupp. sam did the reading, it was good and then the anointing of the holy spirit.
I FORGOT TO SAY AMEN!
hah! yupp, i closed my eyes and i felt different, like a new person. HAHA! i felt happy.
it was funny to see how everyone's hair was messed up, their reactions and all. i'm glad we all did it well and nobody tripped and fell like how we were all hoping we wouldn't. yes! and then came the universal prayer! GOODNESS! i thought there was the i believe so i was like waiting and then i saw universal prayer. haha! i missed out the word CHRIST, but mother said it was fine :)
oh ya! like during communion, i went up right and then i stood in front, i forgot that had to put up my hands to receive the communion. HAHAH! aiyoh! then mass was over, took lots of pictures and received everyone's flowers, presents and notes!

THANK YOU JOANNE, LAVANIA, VAL, ZOE, AMANDA, FARAH, HANNAH, JOY, SHAMINI, GAYATHRI, DIANA, KATHLEEN, LAURA, BONNIE, PAM, ANTONIA, MARISSA, CHERLYNN and sorry if i missed any of you out.
AND ESPECIALLY, THANK YOU STEF, AMANDA, MELISSA, SAM, BONNIE FOR THE NICE NOTES AND EVERYONE ELSE FOR THEIR PRESENTS AND YOUR PRESENCE.
it was greatly appreciated!

i'm going to miss cath class but we're having another outing soon. hah!

godpa sent me home and we saw ASHLEY AND GERARD and oh gosh.. they are so adorable! AH! Yupp! and then came home and we had a wonderful meal in which everyone cooked. it was nice having the WHOLE family over. slept quite late after talking and messaging and all. hha! yupp! and i'm here now, feeling very lazy. i wanna go out but i'm lazy and the weather is erractic. yes, so here are some of the pictures. i'm too lazy to upload the rest. YUPP!
the five of us before mass :)

the cath class :) i'm going to miss you guys!

the family!

THE PRETTY PRETTY FLOWERS :)
i'm going to dry all of them.

2006-11-16T19:45:00.000+08:00

well well well.
there's the new version of blogger?
dont know if i should switch to it.

oh well!
went to town with SONIA today to look for my accessories and we watched MATERIAL GIRLS. it was a nice movie but rather long drawn.. walked all over town and we nearly died.
haha! a lot of unexpected happenings.
saw BONNIE AND DEBORAH before they went to work
and i'm doing the readings for CONFIRMATION MASS! hah! so excited!
and scared.
GERALD SAYS 'you ij girls.. schools out and youre all out'
hahah! yupp! you bet, saw lots of IJ girls.
and so, i miss camp!
so so so so much!
the cold cold hall
the nice nice food
the hard hard floor
the fun fun games
ahh!
im surely going to miss cath class next year!
my parents received my letter yesterday.. haha. yeah.
i cried buckets after reading their letter
AND!
HANNAH YUKON IS PROMOTED TO SEC4EXPRESS!
hahah! yay! i'm so happy for her!

and so, my holidays have officially started, i need to get my other accesories and shoes, my manicure done and my cards.
cant wait for saturday and sunday!

2006-11-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

it's late.
i'm tired.
i'll try blog tomorrow.
BUT, in the mean time.
my confirmation details.

CHURCH OF THE RISEN CHRIST

19th DECEMBER 2006

6pm

everyone's invited :)

come come come ok! i'd love to see all of you there.

2006-11-12T18:46:00.000+08:00

i'm back.
i'm tired
i'm going to blog tomorrow.

2006-11-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

I DISLIKE MY BRACES.
they are so bloody annoying.
they are giving me cuts in my mouth.
goodness.
so annoying.

OH WELL!
this is so random!

BUT, Y'ALL CANT BELIEVE HOW PROUD I AM OF MY WONDERFUL CLASS, 3/8!
WE GOT FIRST FOR THE INTERCLASS DANCE COMPETITION!
our last minute work really paid off, haha! YUPP!
we ended the year wonderfully and we shall start next year wonderfully.

another random fact.
BUT Y'ALL DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE CUMULATIVE FREQUENCY!
I HAD 18/20 FOR MY TEST!
FULL MARKS FOR THE FIRST QUESTION
AND I MIRACULOUSLY DID QUESTION 2!

locus, hmm. i shall just have a positive attitude towards it.
YUPP!
hannah's retest is tomorrow and i'm VERY NERVOUS FOR HER!
haha!
YUPP!
but i think she'll do well, considering how much she studied.
GO MISS YUKON, YOU CAN DO IT!
you better do it actually :)

CONFIRMATION CAMP IS THIS FRIDAY
CONFIRMATION IS NEXT SUNDAY
AND
I HAVEN'T GOT MY HALF-JACKET AND SHOES AND ACCESSORIES!
oh well!

i feel like eating at CRYSTAL JADE.
oh jade.
i really cant stand jade.
why couldn't she just get out of America's Next Top Model a long time ago?
i dont think she deserves to be there.
Danielle is winning, as much as i want her to win.
I STILL LIKE JODIE!
jodie jodie jodie.
I THINK SHE IS BETTER THAN DANIELLE!

i'm hungry now.
are you?
you should be.
its 8.30pm.

2006-11-05T12:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CONFIRMATION KHYM

HAPPY CONFIRMATION MELISSA

HAPPY CONFIRMATION LAVANIA

HAPPY CONFIRMATION LESLEY

HAPPY CONFIRMATION AMANDA

HAPPY CONFIRMATION LYNETTE

HAPPY CONFIRMATION BENEDICTA

HAPPY CONFIRMATION MEGAN

(according to the colours of the flowers that i gave them)

its a saturday and i'm feeling relaxed! woke up at 9.30, thanks to sonia :D HAH! YUPP! so then went out with mummy and i had the loveliest cup of ICE LEMON TEA, i swear, i'm falling in love with it. Went for cath class after getting the flowers, i got a whole bouquet of different coloured flowers.
IT MADE MY DAY JUST BY LOOKING AT IT :D

WE WENT TO SWENSENS FOR CATH CLASS
shared a banana split with sam and cynthia.
and the boys, had one ice cream each. sticky chewy chocalate. typical.
ada gave us a treat, so sweet ah. And pat, she gave us a lovely book with a note and all, so touching. yupp so made our way down to SFX with Angelin and Sam. Met ENASTASIA AND CLARA AND HANNAH. we were sitting near St Theresa and it was like she was looking right at me all the time, i said a prayer ;)
gave the flowers and all then went to eat prata with Joanne, Steph, Hannah, Eugenia and Rachel. mummy fetched me and i'm here now. yupp! it was a good day today.

SO YESTERDAY, i went over to hannah's house after school to help her. i like doing math now and hannah is getting better and better at it. YUPP! so then reached home and i was thinking so so so so so so so so much. i had forgotten and everythin was just coming back. thank god sonia cheered me up!
THANK YOU SONIA KIRAN GILL!
wanted to watch ghost whisperer but missed it
talked to bonnie and then fell asleep.
I REALLY HAD A GOOD SLEEP.

oh ya, you know, every night, i have static with my blanket.
my mummy says i'm an alien.
aliens have static?

2006-10-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

MISS ANNOYING ENASTASIA GOANA GO YING YING!
this is for you, since you find my blog rather interesting!
i have an interesting blog, what can you expect, ITS MY BLOG!
RIGHT, ENASTASIA?

i'm going crazy over the fonts i have in my computer. i think the m&m's and the candycane look very tasty! this is what they look like.. NICE AH! there are lots more but i'm too lazy to put them up.

YES! SO WE HAD OUR THOSAI DATE ON FRIDAY!

Thank you BONNIE, DEBORAH, ENASTASIA, KHYM, NINA AND SARAH for the wonderful time! Had lots of fun with all of you. WE SO MUST DO IT AGAIN!
took a cab down to LITTLE INDIA and met ENASTASIA AND NINA.
THIS ANNOYING ENASTASIA IS ALWAYS THE EARLIEST YOU KNOW!
hahah!
yupp. then we got a table and ordered the food and ate like really quickly after deborah and bonnie came. IT WAS THAT SHIOK! yupp! Nina and her talking in her sleep stories.

'WE KC GIRLS ALWAYS ATTRACT ATTENTION WHEN WE ARE IN PUBLIC'
'I WONDER WHY IJ GIRLS ARE SO GOOD'

aiyoh! we were laughing so loudly i tell you. EVERYONE WAS STARING AT US!
yupp then we made our way to the beancurd place.

yupp, see that, SHORT STREET; for short people!
'NO WONDER ITS CALLED SHORT STREET, COS LOOK, THE STREET IS SO SHORT'
sarah sarah sarah.
I tried cold beancurd! IT WAS VERY REFRESHING!
yupp! we sat there and talked A LOT. walked towards PLAZA SING and on our way, i SPOTTED A COSTUME SHOP so we just had to enter!
AIYOH I TELL YOU!
WE MADE SO MUCH OF NOISE!
hahahhaa!
KC GIRLS.

yupp then we dropped Bonnie off at work and went to FAR EAST and it was SHOPPING GALORE! tried on lots of stuff! It was lots of fun, right ENASTASIA!

yupp! went home after that and my phone wasn't working at all.
I WAS SO ANNOYED!
took the train home and then as i was walking towards the interchange, i spotted a shop selling a WHITE DRESS!
so i had to enter and it was so nice!
TRIED IT ON and took a picture!
mummy saw the dress and NOW, ITS IN MY CUPBOARD!

you know its so amazing how CUPBOARD is spelt at CUPBOARD. last time, someone messaged me about writing on someone's cupboard (i cant remember who) and i read it as CUP and BOARD. ya! so awkward ah.

YUPP! then my confirmation name is LOUISA!
both my mummy and daddy said that name when i asked them seperately.
SO
LOUISA
IT IS.

you know something, i've been eating SEA COCONUT AND JELLY DESSERT for 4 weeks in a row! I really really love it!

I FEEL LIKE EATING IT NOW!

oh well! ITS EITHER ENA'S HOUSE FOR TRICK OR TREATING OR HANNAH'S HOUSE!
I HOPE MY MUMMY ALLOWS ME TO GO FOR BOTH!

my neighbour is playing JOHNATHAN LEONG's songs during the finals VERY LOUDLY and its ON REPEAT!
and i'm getting annoyed of it!

YUPP :D
GOOD LUCK ALL DANCERS AND LD GIRLS FOR YOUR AUDITIONS!

2006-10-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

i'm not in a good mood.
i'm terribly upset.
i need someone to talk to.

BUT!

i shall not drown myself in self-pity so i'll talk about something nice!
here goes.
actually,
i'm really not in the mood.
i cant lie to myself.
on a lighter note, i went shopping today and got a blouse from m)phosis, and i love it.
RETAIL THERAPY helps.

2006-10-27T10:48:00.000+08:00

ms yukon just called me to ask me if i wanted to go swimming with her because the sun was up and she badly needed a tan.

BUT

i couldn't go cos i was going for THOSAI with threeight and then it hit me

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE THE SUN HAS BEEN UP.
I DIDN'T REALISE THAT I WOKE UP IN THE MORNING DUE TO THE SUNS BRIGHT RAYS.
I DIDN'T REALISE THAT I TILTED MY CHAIR TO THE SIDE WHEN USING THE COMPUTER SO I WOULDN'T HAVE THE SUNS BRIGHT RAYS SHINING ON ME.

i like the sun, and yet i dont like its heat.

oh my. i'm so... i dont know what word to use.
went dress shopping yesterday and i am sick of shopping.
i know i sound mad but its just so bloody annoying.
when you just cant find a dress you want, it becomes frustrating.
oh why, do we need to have a whiite dress and make us sick of shopping?

MY MY MY. that rhymes.
oh well
i gotta get going
i think i might be SLIGHTLY LATE.

2006-10-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

40 people online?

thats a first.

oh well. ms krishna wants to see my mummy, she said i under performed. oh well. god knows what she is going to say.

PROBABLY,
Christine is very talkative in class.

AND THEN,
she'll leave out
BUT SHE GETS HER WORK DONE.

you dont know how much i dislike her. oh goodness. had two bloody fire drills today. so hot and bothering. hah! i was HOT AND BOTHERED! yupp then. MR NG! oh my!
he raised his hands in surrender and then said 'OK GIRLS STAY CALM, ITS A FIRE DRILL' and the whole class burst out laughing cos he looked so funny. hhaah!
mr ng, mr ng.

CHOIR PRACTICE TODAY!
i've got a new buddy;hillary cheah.
and
i'm losing my old buddy; louisa quek.

LOUISA;i'm going to miss you like crazy. who is going to laugh with me during choir? who is going to write me small notes in my book? who is going to just be the buddy that you were? no one will ever be able to replace you. you were my first and i can surely say my best buddy. i love you so much and although, you are just going to SJI(I), i'm really going to miss you. I love love love you lots.

your doggy :)

2006-10-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

why is it that we both do you the same things and yet the emotions shown is just so different? i really dont understand why i'm feeling this way now. its over and done but the heartache lives on inside. ya, that is exactly how i feel. its like i can never forget and it just goes to show that you can never forget it to. everything is just a lie. a blatant lie.where are you when i need you? i really dont know what the future is going to be like, i really dont know. its because of you that i hate her so much, no one else but you so please tell me why you are still harping on it. i really hate myself for loving you so much.

2006-10-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

this is what i call substance.
www.i-speak.blogdrive.com
its amazing, really.
oh well. i woke up rather early today to go to ena's house
had fun there and then at about 12 i left with bill and deborah.
waited for my mum with bill and we went to MANGO whille waiting and i got a brown top!
NICE NICE NICE!
yupp. then went for lunch and here i am now
i thought there was no cath class but there is.
its a public holiday right?

2006-10-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

its been 8 days of relaxation and boredom.
relaxation because i've been doing nothing productive.
boredom because i'm bored of having nothing to exactly do.

we're having an inter-class dance competition and our dance seems rather unusual. hahah! oh well. we'll see how it turns out. went to the beach in the morning, cath class then went out for dinner with sarah,hannah and bonnie on saturday. we had fun. walked around and i finally felt EXAM FREE! yupp! ate at Carl's Jr. it was GOOD GOOD GOOD! yupp! and then went home 45 minutes late BUT my mummy didn't say anything. SUNDAY, went to church and then granny's house. Aunty Laurine's going. I'm going to miss her. i actually cried in the car. oh well. i hope i can go visit her if i go to australia. choir auditions on tuesday and wednesday, it was ok. and then,
CHECKING OF PAPERS.
i'm proud of my english, 25/30 for compo. i was SHOCKED man! its like the first time in my life. i'm disappointed and yet amazed for my maths, i barely made it but i did it without my tuition by myself. i'm happy i passed my combined science, although i felt i could have done better. i'm happy and yet not happy about my malay cos i got a D7, now i cant take ML(b). yupp. mummy says she's still gonna write in though. COMBINED HUMANITIES, i'm very very very proud of myself. 20/25, 18/25. it couldn't get any better. i'm extremely disappointed with literature. if only i started earlier. if only. i'm ok with art considering the fact that i did it one day before and did the simplest of things. and you wouldn't want to ask about amaths.
DINNER@ MISS YUKON'S HOUSE ON WEDNESDAY.
it was fine, came home. oh my. i nearly fainted when i stepped in. gosh. hot hot hot. hah!
yupp!
RELIGIOUS EXCURSION ON THURSDAY.
it was fun, i think the best was the SIKH temple, there were so many interesting facts and everything is so scientific. the hall was SO COMFORTABLE. bill fell asleep. aiyoh! i wold have fallen asleep if not for Georgina and Huda! haha! yupp. the ceiling at the sikh temple was so nice. i loved it. took pictures of us in our scarves but i'll upload them another time cos i'm using my dad's laptop now.I BOUGHT A LOVELY BLUE CHAIN WITH ANASTASIA! so nice! came home, and fell asleep. bill and sonia woke me up when they called me. hah! had dinner and watched prison break and went off to sleep. i did not feel like going to school so here i am. Sonia woke me up again this morning. yupp. i slacked in bed all the way until 12. watched GREASE, DODGEBALL and now i'm watching SAGWA!

you going down like a sweet muffin

2006-10-12T12:14:00.000+08:00

is this the real life?

is this just fantasy?

THE EXAMS ARE OVER

CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES, COME ON!

(that is until we get back our results)

I WATCHED STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE THIS MORNING! and i don't like peppermint fizz, she's so annoying. SHE WANTED TO HAVE STRAWBERRY'S GARDEN! But Orange Blossom, Ginger Snap, Apple Dumplin and Apple Cake were just so adorable!

hmmm..its just so ironic. i feel so empty without having someting in particular to be done, like for example study. a few days ago, it was come home and study. NOW, its come home and do whatever you want and then if you've got nothing to do, you're bored. a few days ago, you were stressed. OH WELL! that's life.

oh goodness! i can type without looking at the keyboard!

had my art paper yesterday, i did my kites and i had A LOT of time to spare. HAHA! it was simple and yet nice. I LIKED IT! oh well! went to hannah's house after that but before that, we had chicken rice! deborah came soon after and then watched AKEELAH AND THE BEE! it is so nice and touching! oh my gosh. I TEARED LA. and the word PULCHRITUDE came out. HAHAHA! why didn't PULCHRITUDINOUS come out? oh well! yuppp then watched a bit of BIG MOMMA'S HOUSE2! DAMN FUNNY! oh gosh! played with aaron, stanley and rae. I LOVE RACHEL! DEBORAH LOVES STANLEY! hahahah! aaron really reminds me of my cousin. HAHAH! i miss them so much! yupp! went upstairs, heard their song.. ITS REALLY REALLY REALLY NICE! talked, had dinner and then left at 9.30.

CAME HOME, HAD MY SHOWER, AND SLEPT!

ok. i'm in the mood for a comparison.

LET'S SEE!

say i had a paper after my art exam.

12-2.30 Lunch, shower and sleep

2.30 -5.30 Work

5.30 - 6.00 phone

6.00-8.00 work

8.00 -8.30 dinner while studying

8.30 - 1.00 work (with short breaks in between)

-------------------------------------------------------

but my time-table yesterday

11.00 - 12.15 lunch

12.15 - 12.30 video ezy

12.30 - 12.45 coffee bean, hannah's house

12.45 - 1.30+ internet, nonsense

2.00 - 5+ movies and movies

6.00 - 7.00 playing with kids

7.00 - 8.oo upstairs

8.00 - 8.20 dinner

8.20 - 9.30 upstairs

9.30 - 9.45 taxi ride home

9.45 - 10.oo talked to mum, daryn and godpa

10.00 - 10.20 shower

10.20 - 10.35 internet

10.35 -10.45 ate

10.45 SLEEP!

(by the way, the time is a rough estimate)

YES! see what i mean. PURE RELAXATION! OH WELL! i wanna go for a facial and i need to do my IC! oh goodness. i'm gonna get glued to the TV now, not my books! heh!

i think i watched CINDERELLA STORY 6 times already! i cried while watching it that day and that was probably my first time crying after watching it for 5 times already!

2006-10-10T10:26:00.000+08:00

I HATE PREP WORK

YES I DO

ITS A WASTE OF TIME

I HATE PREP WORK

(to the tune of 'are you sleeping')

OH WELL! THE MAIN EXAMS ARE OVER! o-v-e-r OVER! oh gosh. complete euphoria has overwhelmed my natural being. ha! but prep work is boring the HELL out of me, thank god i've got my brother and his stupid antics to entertain me, my mother marking the english assignments and telling me all their grammatical errors(example below) and my dad helping out with my art once in a while. LIFE AS WE KNOW IT. yupp. BRADLEY, PAM AND GANESH CAME OVER. BRADLEY IS SO ADORABLE I SWEAR! he and his happy dance. and i love my cousin PAM, cos she's always cooking for me and doing wonderful things for me. I'M GOING TO BAKE CUPCAKES FOR HER ON SATURDAY!

AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL.

finally i get to watch it.

I LIKED LESLIE and now she's out.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE JADE.

she's such a bitch, i swear.

i really hope she gets out next week.

lots of things have been planned for the holidays and post-exam days already.

SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING!

EATING EATING EATING!

MOVIES MOVIES MOVIES!

and

money...money...money

GUESS WHAT! VIVO CITY! 40% OF THE SHOPS AREN'T OPEN YET AND THE PLACE IS A BIT DUSTY STILL FROM CONSTRUCTION WORKS. ITS GRAN OPENING IS IN DECEMBER AND ONLY THEN WILL ONLY 90% OF THE SHOPS BE OPEN. BUT, THE ARE 300 SHOPS! 300!

can you imagine? oh goodness. when i go there, i'll truly experience SHOP TILL YOU DROP!

and there's going to be another shopping centre in BUONA VISTA!

singapore = wonderful shopping!

I've gotta get back to my horrible horrible prep work now. TA-TA

example

there are a lot of burnably things in their house.

burnably?

ya, she didn't know the word flammable existed.

2006-10-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

its my 101st post!
i've got a terrible headache.
i've got my sinusitis again.
and
i'm going to school tomorrow with the vision of me failing both my malay and maths paper.
i dont even know why i am going to school.

OH WELL.

had amaths will tommie, bonnie, deborah and bill. it was good. but, i'm still faling my amaths but maybe this time, i could get higher than 20.

i've been slacking and i haven't done my art. i SWEAR i'm screwed.
gosh
i've got no mood to blog
i wanna sleep
good night my fellow homosapiens.

goodness. i had dejavu of this!

2006-10-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

i miss coming home at 4 after having lunch at macs.
i miss having recess.
i miss waking up in the morning without thinking about the exams.
i miss my sleep.
i miss my computer on which i could go online anytime.
i miss my long baths.
i miss the tv.
i miss watching project runway.
i miss mcwings.
i miss talking in class.
i miss day-dreaming.

i dont like coming home and starting my work immeadiately.
i dont like the idea of no recess.
i dont like talking to myself in the shower, memoring stuff.
i dont like sleeping late.
i dont like going on the computer for 20 minutes everyday.
i dont like having showers for only 10 minutes.
i dont like not watching tv at all.
i dont like not watching project runway.
i dont like not eating mcwings.
i dont like keeping quiet.
i dont like my hand to hurt after writing and writing and writing.

THE EXAMS!

EXAMS KILL PEOPLE!

goodness.

i'm stressed.

VERY.

VERY VERY VERY VERY STRESSED!

nowadays, all smses are about telling people 'HAPPY STUDYING!' or 'STUDY HARD'.

there's chem, amath, malay(2) and art so in conclusion, i've only got 2 papers left cos i don't care about amaths and malay. or maybe a bit for amaths. i just dont want to score below 20! yupp! i think i'm going to order a mcwings meal with an APPLE PIE and HOT FUDGE SUNDAE with extra topping!

OH WELL. like you guessed, its BACK TO STUDYING.

i direct all my anger and hurt towards studying. i hate myself for loving you.

2006-10-02T15:45:00.000+08:00

THE EXAMS HAVE BEGUN

LET THE PEOPLE'S MINDS BE OVERUSED

AND ALL THE NATIONS STRESSED

goodness. i had my malay paper 1 and social studies today. for malay, god knows what they were saying for the composition so i just did nonsense and then started writing out my ss notes on the spare paper. HAHA! that shows you how much of time i had. oh well. had recess and then ss. oh goodnes gracious me! there was no bloody time to do everything properly. i had 8 minutes to do my last question, the part (b). 8 MINTUES! can you believe it? but at least i managed to do one page. i practically used all the papers, both sides. i dont believe hw much i wrote. the bloody cartoon was rubbish and who ever knew they would give the background information about te korean war? waste my time learning the damn thing. i was DAMN pissed after the paper, you damn attention seeker. give me a break la please! gosh! MANGO SMOOTHIE, lit lesson, CHICKEN RICE and i'm home now. BACK TO MUGGING NOW!

2006-09-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

i'm exhausted from all this studying.
exhausted.
completely exhausted.

2006-09-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

this post before this was supposed to be for the 23rf of september, not 17th.

2006-09-17T17:12:00.000+08:00

i've just realised that i've had 2 posts which i did and had no time to continue during the whole course of the week. time is flying, REAL fast. its been a week since i've last posted. sec 4 farewell was a success today, cried buckets. i'm just not in the mood to do anything. it was just yesterday that i told bill that i just needed to cry my whole heart out during chemistry after i told her everything. i really need to, maybe then would i be settled. and so maybe that could be why i cried so much. oh goodness. i gotta get back to doing my STUDY OF VISUAL ARTS!gosh, its this tuesday at 1.30 for 1 whole hour. and i've just realised something, and that is that i love my brother lots. i don't know what i would do without him because he brightens up my day with his nonsense.oh gosh. i'm crying now. why is everything turning out this way?
you know what? I don’t even know why I a
m willing to go on in this when everyone’s answer and decision for me is to go against it. If you could say such a thing, why couldn’t I have been the first one to say it? Why did it have to be you and why did I of people have to hear it? I was most indeed touched by what you said but how could I believe it? When first of all, you never be a lie to you, your whole lis like as though it is made up of lies just to prove to p eople that you are having the life that everyone wants to have. Haven’t youough t about the tru e essence of life? Abou
t the friendships that you have gained? About the love people have for you? About the care and concern that people have for you? The fact that you could tell mesomething like that just killed me further. You kill every moment of happiness in me. And when I say every, I mean it. You’ve never been there for me, I’ve always been the one who was there for you. Always. Why do you think I don’t tell you all my problems and why do you think that I’ve got no problems? Its because you just don’t know and are neverout. Maybe, just maybe this time, when you
, then you would see how much my friends mean to me and how I can practically love them more. I just ask this of you, that you just give me the love that I’ve wanted
. We’re drifting, real far. I never feel comfortable around you when your friends are around, I when I am only with you. Its like as though you put on a whole different make when everyone else is around and I cant stand it.. Thanks girl, for always being there for me and for being the only one I could open up to. I don’t know what I would do if I never had you. Its like history repeating itself, with just the people being changed.

2006-09-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

yea. had comm meeting this morning, did the plates! They looked ok. talked to sonia and bonnie and was messaging deborah. hahah. so exciting! oh well. at least i got to talk to ZAC!
thank you BONNIE AND DEBORAH! really really loved it! oh goodness. yupp! went home, tuition and went for cath class. hahha! AUNT JEMIMA! oh goodness. went to popular, saw Pat and then went home. talked to hannah and then went to stupid BOSE! annoying you know. but oh well, i got my haagen dazs ice-cream. yupp, back home now and i'm going to sleep soon.
i think i'm pms-ing and it seems to be real bad. goodness. i'm not in the mood to do anything. the only people that have made me happy these past few days is everyone in 3/8, especially Bill, Deborah and Bonnie! haha. yupp, my powerpuff girls and MOJOJO! haha!

unknown person messages Christine and says this:
o o
('o')
((")("))
Send this lucky koala to 9 of ur frens 2 let all 10 of you scroe well in ur exams. If u ignore, u'll do badly for ALL subjects, GD LUCK!

Christine replies with:
Hey! Good luck to you too but may i know who you are?

the unknown replies:
Aiya miie meiling la..
Frm 111 de

christine raises one eyebrow, and think '111 de'? oh well, she replies
umm. who do you think i am?

unknown says:
hu u?

christine:
do you know who you are messaging? i dont think you do.

unknown just probably realises she's got the wrong person and says:
i i tot u xin ting.
O.o iee srry leh.

GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME! she made me laugh. total ah lian. i should have gotten to know her better, could have mastered the ah lian language.

mini shout-outs for the day, for the people who made my day.
hannah, you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray, you never know dear, how much i love you. Please dont take my sunshine away. stop over-dosing ok, you must be able to study hard on monday!
GET WELL SOON OK! no more rain! LOVE YOU!

deborah fernando, my blossom! i'm going to miss you when you are gone for 1 WHOLE WEEK! can you imagine! nevermind, 5pm everyday ok. cant believe how close all of us have gotten and what a wonderful year this has been. I LOVE YOU! oh stinch penny.
'woah- oh, woah-oh, na na nanana na na, woah-oh, woah-oh'

al-olympia teh kai ling, i'm so so so so so so so going to miss you. aiyoh. cant imagine days without you. mike will be yours just like how jeremy will be mine or zac even! you are like the sun. AHH! bill bill, i've got nothing to say to you cos i told you everything on the phone. and blogs are for the world to read, you know what i mean :D
'please dont sing la, please'

bonnie bubbles lim, thank god you're not going. haha! thanks for the lovely post on your blog, you dont know how much i love you too. my brownie girl. hahah! i love love love love love you and ZAC LOVES YOU TOO! thanks for all your sweet ways, you light up my life, you give me hope to carry on, you light up my days and fill my nights with song. hahah! you really do.
'because we're going to chapel and we're gonna get married' see you on monday girl!

sonia kiran gill, dont be so sad ok! HAHAH! he'll remember you FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER! haha! yupp! don't you miss talking to me everyday, cosi know i do :D study hard ok, i know you can do it! I LOVE YOU!
hha! you make me laugh!
'hey boy i wanna catch your wave'

samantha branson, hahah! it was nice listening to your lovely stories about your camp and talking to you. haha! you got my mind off certain things. i didn't even wanna go for cath class cos i knew i wouldn't be in a good mood but you made me happier! gonna miss you during malay lessons. take care ya, dont come back too burnt.

my haagen dazs ice-cream, thank you for making me feel better.

ok, sayonara.

i felt liek crying while i was out, after i talked to you. all the memories just came flowing back. i miss you so much but i just cant bring myself to being normal towards you. i dont know wwhat i should do cos i love you so much.

2006-09-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

January
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

April
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

June
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

September
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

November
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

December
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

THIS IS SO SO SO VERY TRUE! HAHAHA! GOODNESS! oh well! Deborah and Bonnie are at Cathay now. Sonia is there too. I WANTED TO GO SO BADLY BUT i wasn't allowed to. I was supposed to study instead of going out and now, i'm even in the mood to study. AH!

STICH PENNY! i'll be missing you.

2006-09-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

i'm in a bad mood. in a terrible mood in fact. i'm just so, i dont even know what i am feeling. its like as though i've got this awkwardness inside of me and like nothing can express it or nothing can make it better. i cant stand it. i really really cant. oh well. we saw stinch penny today and it was good. stayed back in school with Bonnie and Bill to 'study'. HAHA! yupp. bill lost her thumbdrive, poor girl. Had the remaining groups present for english. it was good too. goodness. i dont even know why i came to blog. i'm like not in the mood to do anything.

who are you now
are you still the same or did you change somehow
what do i do at this very moment when i think of you
and when i'm looking back, how we were young and stupid
do you remember it
no matter how i fight it
cant deny it
just cant let you go

i still need you
i still care about you
though everything's been said and done
i still feel you like i'm beside you
but still no word from you

when i see you smile
i can face the world

whyisitthatiamfeelingthiswayi'mfuckingconfused.icantevenconcentrateonanything.idontknowwhatiamdoing.idontknowwhatineedtobethinkingaboutandidontknowwhatiamsupposedtofeel.i'mfakingit,i'mtryingtobehappybuticantbehappyinside.imtryingtobemyselfbutijustcant.i'mjustsopreoccupiedwithstuffandmymindisconstantlythinkingaboutmywholeentitelife.everydayithinkaboutyou,doyoucare?idontknowcosi'mjustsoscaredsomethinglikethiswillhappenagian.imsosososafraid,idontwantanythinglikethistohappenagai.idontwanthistorytorepeatitselft.youreallycannotseehowmuchicareaboutyourifght.youreeallyreallycantandicanttakeitanymore,i'mlikealreadyobliviostoyou,completelyoblivios.youthinkilikeandenjoyit,itsnotmyfuckingproblemifyouhatethem,thatthendoesn'tmeanthatihavetoliveuptowhatyouwantmetodo.i'lljusttrytomakethebestoutofeverything.whoinheaven'snamecriesontheirbirthdayandthenightbefore?i'mprobablytheonleone.ijustcantunderstandallthis.ireallyknowididterribly,i'mtryingtomakeeverytyhingworkoutbutyouarenotallowingmetodoso.youhaven'tbeenhereforme,whatcanido?really.someonejusthelpmegetoutofallthis.everythingdseemslikeastohughitisallmyfault.isit?ireallyloveandcareaboutyou.

2006-09-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

HAVEN'T BLOGGED IN A looooonnnggggg time!

BEEN EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA BUSY!

gosh! i wonder how my mother copes with everything to do.

oh well! celebrated my birthday yesterday!
GOODNESS ME! 3/8 IS SUCH A WONDERFUL CLASS!
THEY ASKED STINCH PENNY TO SING ME 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!', SO I WENT UP ON STAGE AND LIKE HALF THE LEVEL OF SEC 2s, 3/8 and STINCH PENNY SANG TO ME AND ZAC SHOOK MY HAND! HAHAHA!

thanks you everyone for making the most wonderful day ever!
thank you deb and bonnie for the wonderful surprise! i lvoe you blossom and bubbles!
thank you sarah for the treat at KFC for the present in the time being! I LOVE YOU, THOSAI!
thank you bill for just being ever so wonderful!
thank you sharlene, beat, sameema, rebecca, sheryl and all for the early morning wishes!
thank you anastasia for singing to me 5 times!
thank you huda for being so excited that it was my birthday! hahha!
thank you sonia for wishing me many times too!
thank you joanne for the wonderful card!
thank you louisa for the wonderful present!
thank you stefanie cara yap for everything!
thank you 3/8! I LOVE ALL OF YOU
thanks to the whole malay class for singing happy birthday in MALAY!
thank you everyone who wished me, for your cards and for the presents!

hahaha! yay! and today, today is a stressful but very fun day! days in school with 3/8 are always VERY fun! yupp! everything as per normal except that asher waved at me!

its alright deborah, we still have tomorrow! hahah! yupp!
tomorrow is the english presentation and FORBIDDEN CITY!
goodness me, am i stressed or what?
hahhaha! yupp! MALAY ORAL TODAY WAS A KILLER! I NEARLY DIED!

budaya bodoh! hahaha! i think this doesnt make sense!

oh well! at least its over!
gotta go and finish my aids project now.
i dont know why but i just cant wait for school tomorrow!
yay :D

i really dont care, so do whatever you want ok

2006-09-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY :D

Had lit lesson, Mrs Alez gave us each a slice of her butter cake that she made. It was lovely! So moist! HAHAHA! Yupp! Did JOY LUCK CLUB, had a break. And during the break, we went to get
MANGO SMOOTHIE :D

but! before the break...

HAHAHA! You cant get an unglam photo of me, ANASATASIA GOANA GO YING YING, cos i'm always glamourous :D

Had the macbeth lesson and then went to the food court with Bonnie, Sarah, Jaslyn and Joy! Clara, Beat and Lyn joined us after that. HAHAHAH! we had beef noodle soup, i mean they had beef noodle soup but i had beef noodle special set and then i didn't realise that is was $1 extra, the problems with reading out exactly what you see! HMMPH! Hahaha! Yupp! Went to visit Li Jin and Jane and Pizza hut! HAHAHAH! I'M VERY PROUD OF MY LI JIN! Mummy fetched me and we went to eat at SUSHI TEI! poor sarah raziff! oh well! we'll go another time. yupp, walked around a bit, went to market place. GOSH! I LOVE THAT PLACE!

AND OH MY GOODNESS! I WANT THE WALLET FROM ACCESORIZE! I WANT IT NOW! ITS BROWN AND ITS GOT TWO GOLD-ISH BUCKLES IN THE FRONT.
SO NICE! I WANT IT NOW!

ITS $41.90 BEFORE 50% DISCOUNT, BUT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY

AND

MY MOTHER WOULD KILL ME IF I GOT A NEW WALLET!

I WANT IT SO BADLY!

GOODNESS!

IF ONLY I HAD A FAIRY WHO COULD GRANT ME ONE WISH,

I'D WISH FOR MONEY TO GET MY ipod nano, THE WALLET, CLOTHES, SHOES,

and A MAKEOVER FOR MY ROOM!

i'm home now, MY BROTHER'S GOING TO HAVE TUITION :D
and then we're going for CRAB and NO SIGNBOARD SEAFOOD!

I LOVE YOU DADDY! hhmmm. yupp! although i got scolded yesterday, i still love you!

I'M using too much of my CURIOUS PERFUME, i'll just cry if it finishes!

AND AND AND!

I DRIED THE FLOWERS! SO PRETTY :D

i'm really dissapointed with myself. i'm sorry mum and dad.

2006-09-05T13:53:00.000+08:00

HI! MY NAME IS JOE!

AND I WORK IN A BUTTON FACTORY.

I HAVE A DOG AND A CAT.

ONE DAY, MY BOSS SAID TO ME 'JOE, ARE YOU BUSY?'

I SAID 'NO'

THEN PUSH THIS BUTTON WITH YOUR NOSE.

i'm sneezing like a crazy woman once again. and this time, i want to cut off my nose and never get it back! its annoying the hell out of me! i hope its just my allergy and that i don't get sick. there's too much to do. TOO MUCH! and one of them is ESCAPE THEMEPARK on friday. Bill, D and i are wearing balck three quaters. ya and i'm so i-dont-know whats-wrong-with-me-now. HAHAHA :D yupp! i feel like studying and yet i feel like talking on the phone and i feel like staying online and i dont know what to do. I NEED AN APPLE PIE!

I WANNA WATCH AKEELAH AND THE SPELLING BEE WITH HANNAH AND ALL

I WANNA GO STUDY WITH BONNIE!

I WANT MY HIGH-TEA WITH MY FAMILY!

I WANT MY SCONES!

I WANT AN ipod nano

I WANT TO GO SHOOPPING!

I WANT A NEW HANDPHONE!

I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL!

I WANT TO GET B4 AND ABOVE FOR ALL MY SUBJECTS!

I WANT...

I WANT AN APPLE PIE...

I think i'm going to study now or at least i'll try.

2006-09-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

STEVE IRWIN HAS PASSED ON.

may his soul rest in peace.

no more CROCODILE HUNTER.

no more immitating him.

no more watching his wonderful shows and getting all excited.

no more STEVE IRWIN.

So unpredictable huh.. who would have thought he was going to die? oh my! i fell like crying! hahaha! no cos of him but because it reminds me of the time when my cousins were down from USA and how we used to watch his shows together. gosh.

STUPID STINGRAY WHO STUNG HIM!

now, his two children wont have the brave and amazing dad and his wife won't have the wonderful and daring husband. hmm.. brave, daring... wonderful, amazing.. hahah! i think they both have the same meaning. oh well! life is unpredictable, what can i expect?

WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY :D

I IRONED MY UNIFORM!

I TOOK 2 MINUTES FOR MY BLOUSE AND 7 MINUTES FOR MY PINAFORE!

I was so proud of myself, I tell you! HAHAH :D mummy woke up and sent me to school, i was 5 minutes late. Went to class, and then Bonnie came. HAHAHA! I borke the news to her and she couldn't pay attention for the whole of chemistry.

sitting with DEBORAH and BONNIE = not paying attention in class

HHAHAH! We were just doing nonsense.

'in the arms of the angel'

aiyoh! HAHAHAH! yupp! oh ya! Mrs How told us to write on a post it, what we were thinking about and then paste it at the back of the class so we would forget it and i wrote

SCONES :D and the two wonderful people whom i happened to be sitting in the middle of put JONATHAN! HAHAHA! and guess what Bill put? CHEMISTRY! this girl ah.. HHAHAHA! yupp so then. Went out for lunch and had yummy! chicken rice.

'ARE YOU OPENING YOUR SHOP?'

'ya ya.. but the machine need to switch on all'

'OHH! OK!'

'ya ya ya, hah'

aiyoh! CHRISTINE FERNANDO is just so terrible!

'HAVE YOU GOT BLACK PEARLS TODAY?'

CHRISTINE, CHRISTINE CHRISTINE.

'oh ok, we'll ocme back... you monkey. you golden haired monkey'

CHRISTINE THERESE FERNANDO!

HHAHA! yupp so then we had AMATHEMATICS lesson which was completely a waste of time, cos i was stoning and crapping with Bill and throwing erasers at HUDA and talking to Bill! HAHAHA! yupp! went to get a MANGO SMOOTHIE :D and then went home with Bonnie and Clara. BONNIE AND HER EZ-LINK CARD!

AND SCONES ARE POSTPONED TO WEDNESDAY!

goodness me. oh well. I CAN'T WAIT TO GO SHOPPING! and i so dissapointed with myself for doing terrible and so i promised myself and my dear mother that i would start studying.

I, CHRISTINE THRESE FERNANDO, promise CARMEN JUDITH WIJEYSINGHA, PETER FERNANDO and herself that I is going to do my best for the end of year examinations and make the most out of every minute i have. I shall be able to know how to multi-task and handle all my responsibilities. I shall reduce the time i spend talking on the phone and being on the internet and with that time, i shall use it effectively.

i love you mummy and daddy, and i would never want to dissapoint you. you've raised me up for all the years, how can i just allow myself to fall? Thank you for all you have done for me.

I LOVE YOU :D

2006-09-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

oh goodness! Cantabile was not that bad. Had to do last minute emceeing again, it was alright. The combined songs were pretty terrible. AGLEPTA WAS OH-SO-MARVELLOUS! I loved it! SONIA USED THE BLACK OFF-SHOULDER WE BOUGHT FOR HER! she looked so nice :D YAY! Hahaha! Mrs Low scolded us before we left and during the intermission, this is the first time i've cried during the intermission of a concert. Oh well, i shall not elaborate. Thanks for the flowers everyone and for supporting! Came back at about 11.30 after sending Granny and Aunty Laurine home. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! i'm going to miss aunty laurine when she goes back!did the apology letter online, did my teacher's day gift and went to sleep at about 1am. I WAS DEAD TIRED!

TEACHER'S DAY! we had mass in the morning and as usual, we were clapping and singing VERY loudly! oh my! HAHAHA! a few teachers came in the school uniforms; SJI, IJ, CEDAR, ACS (I) and thats all i think. They all looked so adorable! Hahaha! MS NICOLE TEO won the BEST DRESSED TEACHER AWARD! she looked very retro-ish. yupp so then came the concert, FREDA'S band performed, it was good! HHAHAHA! some dance by the sec 1s and then came the choir. HAHAH! People were laughing so much la. i felt like laughing too cos i was thinking about my mummy and my granny. (samira should know) HAHAHAH :D yupp! HANNAK YUKON AND SHONE RAJOMOHAN WERE THE EMCEES! hahaha! Shona and her blond jokes, aiyoh.. this girl ah. The concert was good la. Went to give out our presents but before we did that, we went to class and i took a lovely photo of my dear friend...

ANASTASIA GOANA :D

yupp! hahah! so then, we were going all over taking photos with teachers and giving them presents. It was lots of fun! I LOVE ALL MY TEACHERS this year! I baked cookies!

went for a VERY SHORT recess. hmm.. yupp, went back to class to get my annoying report book. Aiyoh.. depressing la. Took lots of pictures! HAHAH! went to see Mrs Ho in the primary school, so cute la she. went down to the canteen and ya. stayed back in school with sonia and bill and then went with Sonia to Macs. HAHAH! I LOVE YOU, SONIA! went home, talked to Hannah, fell asleep and slept. I WAS JUST TOO EXHAUSTED! Hhahaah! Friday, holiday, didn't do much. AND TODAY! Went for comm meeting in the morning, it was LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS of fun! HHAHAAH! WE HAD BEANCURD! SO SHIOK LA! aiyoh! the farwell is going be the WONDERFUL :D went for lunch, cath class and now i'm home. I'm so lazy, i wanted to go to village but i'm too tired so i dont know what the family is going to do. I'm going to post lots of photos someday cos i'm going to make MILO DINOSAUR :D!

you spoilt my day, you really really did. I used to love you so much and know, i dont even know whether i should love of hate you. I looked up to you. Please la.. dont be doing this all the time. I cant bear to see you go through this any more longer, i care about you so much and dont realise it. i'll be here for you no matter what, you can count on me. Take care and i love you so much. Just like how you were there for me, i'll be there for you. I LOVE YOU!

2006-08-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

INTERESTING DAY :D

eeeeeeexxxxxxxxttttttrrrrreeeeeeemmmmmmeeeeeeeellllllllllyyyyyyyyy interesting.
Oh well! Had lit today and we did poetry, and gosh, i cant understand it. HAHAHA! SO then, my poem is extremly colourful cos we analysed it. HAHAH! SO PRETTY!then... comes PE! HHMMMM.. we had jive and we are going to be accessed (is that how you spell it) when school reopens. Ms Chantel asked us to stand infront, bit of misunderstanding and i shan't elaborate. THEN CAME MATHEMATICS! and i PASSED! I got 13/20! i was so happy! HA! FREQUENCY IS ANNOYING ME! gosh.. Hahahah! Then RECESS! english, malay... and PHYSICS! PHYSICS WAS RATHER FUN AND I ACTUALLY LEARNT SOMETHING! hahahah! i'm going to post the pictures soon. so then, we went to get MANGO SMOOTHIE!

YUM YUM YUM :D :D :D

hahaha! we crapped a HELL LOT in the canteen before going for MATHS LECTURE! Hahahaha! Super funny, had lots of fun with Deborah, Bill, Celine and Huda! Hhahahaha! as usual, i only understood a bit of what we learnt. yes so then went to macs with Hannah, Deborah, Bonnie, Clara and Vanessa. Hahahaha! i was doing hannah's KUMON! yupp, she is still on factorisation. Poor girl! Hhahaha! WE'RE GOING TO WATCH THE SPELLING BEE show! yupp so then, went home with hannah. Had a good talk with her and now, NOW I AM GOING TO BAKE AND BECOME STRESSED!

2006-08-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

IT'S ALL COMING BACK, IT'S ALL COMING BACK TO ME NOW!

MY VOICE IS COMING BACK!

LET THE HEAVENS REJOICE AND THE EARTH BE GLAD!

gosh! i am so happy! you don't know how annoying it is to have no voice. I can't even ask questions in class, i was writing to Mr Mus today. Hahaha! So funny! Then he put it on the visualiser. Went for HISTORY and i got highest in class, 11 upon 12. I really dont believe it la. I hardly studied for China and i got 11, and on top of that, she said i did an excellent job. I think Bill deserved a much higher mark, DONT WORRY BILL! WE WILL DO IT! hahaha! yupp! ms yap gave us marshmellows and told us that we were her best class! YAY! hahahaha! for SS, i had 9 upon 14. SO AT LEAST, i did well for a few subjects. AMATHS, then recess. I HAD BORING PORRIDGE with sharlene cos i couldn't have nasi lemak cos of my voice so sharlene sweetly sacrificed her nasi lemak too so that i wouldn't be tempted. CHEM TEST! hahahaha! ENA and I! Aiyoh! HAHAHA! Malay... hmmm. EMATHS and then my starfruit juice! Hahahaha! Stayed back for art but we were all not in the mood to go so when we reached, we realised that Ms Low hadn't come to school. TOTAL JOY i tell you! Hahahaha! Tried to do my slab thing. Sonia came, made a clay pizza with her. Was completely put of ideas to do for my box. SO i was just slacking and once again, my pinafore was VERY dirty. Hahahaha! We had a clay fight, Deb, Joy and I!

And Joy said 'Its so quiet without Christine around (cos of my lost of voice)'

and DEBORAH said 'I want her voice back!, ITS SO BORINGG!' yay! they all want my voice back and its coming back to me. I'M SO HAPPY! hahaha! Went up to the dance studio, they were practising for the dance at toa payoh tomorrow. Dianne was there...hahah! another person who laughed at my voice. Did nonsense with Bonnie, Chloe, Deb, Sonia and Bill. Hahahaha! it was fun. Went to macs with Sonia and Deb, gave them a treat cos my points. I LOVE YOU, MUMMY! yupp! then, i was dreaming alot. i dont know why... i really felt like crying. HHAHAHA! I'm going through a roller-coaster of emotions now. oh my! yupp! i'm going to watch GHOST WHISPERER now! CHOIR TOMORROW, BRADLEY'S BIRTHDAY, AND STUDY DATE with my first powerpuff girls group!

deborah&bill; thanks for always being here for me. its so nice for all of us to be back together once again. its great to be with y'all cos i'm laughing non-stop. i'll be there for you guys no matter what too. you both are the reason why i look forward to coming to school and the reason why i have a smile on my face.

I LOVE YOU BLOSSOM&MOJOJOJO!

2006-08-24T16:11:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT ABSOLUTELY NO MORE VOICE!

And when i say 'absolutely' i really do mean absolutely. I can't even laugh for god's sake! When something was funny, i would try to laugh but nothing would come out. And its annoying the hell out of me! How am i supposed to go through this whole day without talking like how i normally do. This is suicide! Hahahha! So anyway! I went for SINGAPORE IDOL yesterday! Oh my gosh! It was crazily fun! Hahaha! Cabbed down with Zoe and Joanne and then we met Deborah, Joy and Betina there. Hahaha! And the first thing they did was ask me where my black top was and then laugh at my voice. Deborah's t-shirt was woah! So amazing la this girl... TRUE JONATHAN FAN! Aiyoh! Then my bubbles, Trini and Sonia came! I WON BUBBLES! hahaha! yupp! so then we made our way to the theatre, got another landyard! Once we reached there, saw Jac, Rachelle, Joanne, Zoe, Natalie and Ari all seated. Then later, they had a PAUL TWOHILL SIGN and the tie and all! Hahahaha! So then we stood at our original place AND THEN WE GOT CHASED TO THE BACK BY MY-GIRLFRIEND-JUST-BROKE-UP-WITH-ME-SO-I'M-IN-A-BAD-MOOD!! So annoying he was.. walking all over like the stage was his. we tried to go back but then we had to move back. Hahahaha! I told Gurmit to stand near us and he said to follow him, so we did and we were on tv! But before that, he came to us la and that was when those stupid boys put up their joakim poster... ahh.. BOYS SUPPORTING JOAKIM! hahaha! Adeline was going crazy, completely crazy! Hahaha! We were all crazy too la.. HAHAH! SO then the show started and once again, i touched HADY'S, PAUL'S AND JONATHAN'S HAND and his JACKET! HAHAHAHA! I love them la! During the show we were running all over to touch their hands, to be on tv and stuff. You know, come to think of it... when we all look back on it, it seems so crazy like us running to TOUCH THEIR HANDS but then, when you are there, i tell you... YOU JUST BECOME MA! Hahahahahah! SO then, i made my hand sginals with Paul and Jonathan again. AND I TOOK THIS FUNKY PHOTO OF THE LIGHTS, IT SO MATCHES MY PHONE while sonia was jumping around cos of her toe. HAHAHA! It was lots and lots and lots of fun la! REALLY REALLY REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF! Thanks DEBORAH, SONIA, JOY, BONNIE my bubbles, TRINI and BETINA! Betina was like laughing at me the whole time cos of my voice! Hahahah! And so that was it, Deobrah wanted to take a photo with Jonathan's mum but she didn't press hard enough... poor thing. So then we walked out, went to the RADIO GATE, hoping to catch the idols but to no avail. While waiting for them, we were doing latin jive. THE OH-SO-AMAZING dancer, SONIA KIRAN GILL was teaching Deborah and Bonnie some dance steps. it was entertaining. At about 10.15, we decided to leave, Deborah, Trini and Betina left first. I was so tired so i decided to take a cab to toa payoh interchange. Dropped Bonnie off, went to tp and then Sonia and i got off. Joy then decided to take the cab back so she stayed in the cab. Went to get a coke with Sonia and then we both took a taxi back. Reached home at about 10.40, had a bath, helped my mum with a powerpoint and went to sleep. SO that was my day at the wonderful CALDECOTT HILL. Hahahah!

and then.........

CHRISTINE WAKES UP WITH NO MORE VOICE!
She wants to scream but she cant! Aiyoh! I was so annoyed in the morning cos i couldn't talk. Went to school, communication was a killer. TOTAL KILLER! so then, had PLR in the chapel, it was really good... so reflective that i actually was tearing. Hahaha! Nobody knew. I wonder why i am so emotional nowadays. Got back ss, i passed. Bill and i were quite annoyed. lessons, then recess! There was a damn bloody cat in the canteen! I nearly died! I couldn't even tell bill that the cat was coming! Hahahahah! Watched Hitler for History, and i was falling asleep! HAHAHAH! Went home with Deboah, Bonnie, Khym, Chloe, Jac, Li Jin and Melissa. I had the quitest bus ride with khym cos i couldn't talk at all. HAHAHAHA!

Its already the 24th of august... hmmm.

2006-08-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

love hurts, doesn't it? Somehow or another, eventhough everything seems to be going fine, something will hurt. But will your mother ever give up on you?

I was watching this show and it was about a girl who was so in love with her boyfriend. Completely in love that she was so oblivious to what was happening around her. And then, one fine day, she finds out that she is pregnant. She gives birth to the baby but doesn't tell her boyfriend about their child and her mother raises her child for her so that her social life isn't ruined. She moved to another state and went to a new school. Her whole life was totally affected by everything that happened and it was all out of love. When she finally decides to tell her boyfriend about it, he freaks out and walks out of the room.

Just at that moment, it made me reflect. When she told her mother about it, her mother DID freak out but she DID NOT walk out on her daughter. Thats what got me thinking.. a mother's love is just so abundant and what a mother gives her child is so unconditional but when the child finds a someone else to love, the mother becomes so insignificant. Your mother is the one who gave birth to you after 9 months of agony but the day you were born was the happiest day of her life. Your mother was the one who woke up in the middle of the night to comfort you when you were crying. Your mother was the one who picked you up when you had fallen down. You mother was the one who taught you how to do everything in your life. Your mother was the one who was there for you no matter what. Your mother was the one who tried to give you everything that you asked for. Your mother was the one who was there for you every single minute of your life, she was the one who made you who you are today. and your mother is the one who is getting ignored every minute of your life now, cos you've got better things to do like talk to your friends, go out with your friends and do stuff. I dont deny the fact that i am not the most ideal daughter but i admit the fact that i haven't been the daughter any mother would love to have. Sometimes, i just hate myself when i realise that i have hurt my mother when i argue back. She was the one who supported me, who carried me, who picked me up, who raised me and this is what i do to her. My mother is the one who is paying for me to have a good future and i am not making the most out of it. My mother is the one who thought me how to make friends, you gave me the oppurtunity to make friends and now, my friends are more important. Although i do spend time with my mother, i swear i could do more for my mother. She does everything for me and i cant even do one thing for her, and that is to be a good daughter. I'm sorry for everything, mum but i promise you that i would anything for you. I'm gonna start today and that is to be the daughter that you have dreamt of all your life. I love you.

have you ever loved somebody so much, sometimes you cry?
love. love is like rain. sometimes, you just love it when it rains and sometimes, you hate it when it rains. when you love someone, you love that person so much, she/he becomes your life and the main reason why you live and then, when that person leaves you, your whole world falls apart. when you love someone so much, you refuse to see the bad side of them, you are oblivious, but when people make it so clear to you and MAKE you see what they actually are, you begin to question yourself. You being to ask yourself, 'is this the person that i thought was the most wonderful person in the whole entire world?' we all make mistakes in life but there will always be a mistake which is impossible to fix or forget. When someone accidently knocks a glass and it falls and shatters into a million pieces, its impossible to fix it. It was a mistake. was it just only a mistake? nothing in life goes the way we want it to be unless we make the most out of any situation that is not going our way. Love causes people to make so many mistakes. And only sometimes, can those mistakes be made up for. And also only sometimes, there are second chances. It takes two-hands to clap, doesn't everyone realise that? If one person cares about you so much? Shouldn't you show your appreciation? love is so fragile. it just takes a few words, a few minutes, a few actions just to ruin a entire relationship. then when it comes to the forgive and forget part of it all, why do people find it so difficult to do that again? why is so difficult to forgive when god could forgive us so easily. and why is it so difficult to forget? these questions i ask are like asking 'when am i going to die?' cos i'll never know these answers. Life is so unpredictable. Then what about love? is it predictable? or is it that we just choose to take everything our comes way? but if thats the case, then why is it that we get so upset with the things that dont go our way? life, just by having two letters changed, it gives you love. Life can never be complete without love. but then, without love, you wouldn't be heart-broken. or is being heart-broken part and parcel of life? that, i'll never know. one more thing i'll never know, and that is why i love and care about you so much.

2006-08-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

OH MY! SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED OVER THE WEEK!
monday - nothing much
tuesday - SONIA'S BIRTHDAY!
wednesday - CHOIR@MGS and then SINGAPORE IDOL!
thursday - stayed back with Bill for art, lots of fun!
friday - THE WONDERFUL PHYSICS TEST! and ART!

lets start with tuesday ok, since nothing much happened on monday!
So, it was Sonia's birthday. Rebecca and i were planning everything on Monday afternoon. Hahaha! ALL the ideas we had. Oh well! SO i made her LOVELY card during the last few minutes of Maths. SHE LOVES THE CARD, by the way. Hahaha! So then, recess came. Had to run here and there to get the candle and stuff. And then, we got the cupcake, went to the gallery steps and sang her happy birthday. It was very funny! Hahaha! I was holding the cupcake, Deborah holding the present! And then it was a trick candle so after sonia blew it off, it came back on. Hahaha! It was all good. Everything planned well. And she had to open her present. Hhahah!! So then, was on the way to class, and then i see Mr Fernandez and i realise that i had to collect the maths notes. Aiyoh! I love my talent for coming up with last minute excuses. HAHAHA! went down with bill and managed to get a drink. i was perspiring so much! Hahaha! So then, we had physics and i payed attention for once. I love sitting next to sarah, she motivates me to study. SO ya, went for my dental and my braces are green now! My teeth hurt so bad after that i tell you. Hahaha! Nearly died. OK, so thats it for tuesday.

Now, its on to EDENSADAY! oh my! This is how i spelt wednesday! what's wrong with me. OKOKOK! on to WEDNESDAY! Had lots of amaths periods today but i am beginning to pay attention during amaths, sitting with KHYM is loads of fun! And having sharlene on my right... The weird things we do la. Wrote the essay fro english. Hahaha! our newspaper was called 'JONABRIEL' and our address was stevens road. Oh my! AND our name, was Debill Chris. I love deborah and bill lots! english couldn't have been more fun without them. So then, had choir after school. Went to get cheese fries with jac but in the end, i gave it to samira cos i couldn't chew. HAHAHA! Oh well! Took the bus down to MGS and had choir pratice in the chapel. I had to do the impromtu introduction of the song. Aiyoh... the combination of Dona Nobis Pacem was quite bad, Dont know how its going to be like on the 30th of August. Sonia, Jade, Vera, Charmaine, Hannah Yukon, Eugenia, Zoe, Lesley, Anastasia and Betina are going. ok! so then, mnda was talking to me on the bus, i really cant believe her la. She is such a bitch, i tell you. SO then, went back to school, and had a small talk with the sec 3s. I really dont know whta is going to happen to me at the end of the year, SO SCARY LA! imagine if i stay back or go to normal.I dont know what i would do la. Mummy would just kill me or maybe i might kil myself first. OH NO! i BETTER START STUDYING. so THEN, went to change, my first time wearing black. I'm mad ah... hahaha! my mummy doesn't like me in black la. She says its an old colour. Aiyoh. so then, cabbed down to caldecott hill to watch SINGAPORE IDOL! Saw LOTS of IJ girls there. Shalene, Natasha, May, Celeste and all, Lira, ambra... hahaha! went in after we found jonathan's mum. I will post the pictures of our day soon. SO ya, it was so exciting! the atmosphere was just exuberating. the time went by very quickly and then I WAS ON TV! I told gurmit to stand next to us and he did. After he was standing there, he turned around and asked me to stand next to him! HAHAHA! it was lots of fun, lucky i'm quite tall. I touched Hady's, Jonathan's, Mathilda's and Paul's hand. All their palms are like super soft. HAHAHAHA! and then, jonathan gives this paul supporter his shades! So annoying la! Hhaahah! Mum and Dad fetched Daryn and i after that, got loads of people messaging me and telling me that they saw me on tv. Hahahah! Went to sleep.

thursday! hahaha! everyone was telling me that they saw me on tv and i replied with 'you want my autograph?' hahaha! it was damn funny la. OH MY! Haahha! had a goodday during school, payed attention during most of the lessons. And then after school, i stayed back with joy to studyy for awhile but it wasn't that successful. I hope they have afternoon study la.. it really helped me last year. the school might just make me stay back to study, considering how badly i did. SO ya, then went to the art room with bill and just as we entered, we had a shock of our lives. We saw that doll and bill and i nearly had a heart attack. Hhahaha! DId polkadots on my pot and bill, aiyoh.. i've got no comments la. Hahahaha! Talked to her for quite a bit, was lots of fun. Went to the interchange with Sarah and Bill after that and went home.

onto friday now.. ss in the morning. I love mr mus la! he is just the nicest teacher in school. Hahaha! So then, had our physics test... gosh! it was interesting la. Hahaha! THE POWERPUFF GIRLS and MOJOJO! hAHAHAHA! Crapped a lot with Bill, Sarah, Deborah and Bonnie. Hahaha! went to get my orange juice after school and then we went for art. Sova was ok, bill and i were doing nonsense as usual. so then, my slab had hardened so bill and i rolled out our slabs and had to wait one hour for it to dry. Went to get cheese fries. and i tell you, the glitter cap boy is mad la. thank you THANK you THANK YOU! Hahahaa! Had chesse fries and a donut, went back upstairs, bonnie was there and as usual we were doing rubbish. I always go home extremely messy after art. We were playing with the powder today and carving out names and stuff. Met hannah yukon after that and then we went to KFC to eat chesse fries! Hahahah! I HAD SO MUCH OF CHESSE! hahah! went home after that and ya... had dinner and talked to sonia. Hahah! yupp. mixture of emotions.

and finally, i shall talk about today now! went for choir in the morning, didn't do PT, had a good talk with beat.. i wasn't myself today. Wasn't feeling to well so i sat down.. went to the hall to practice and then had sectionals. I was feeling so terribly sick. Stef said that i was extremely cold. Went to the sick bay with beat and then had a short nap. Mummy fetched me and then she set beat home. Went to get fish soup for me and then i took my temperature and it was 38.8. HAHAH! I just felt like crying when i lay down on my bed. I dont know why. Hahaha! SO then, slept for a while and then talked to Joanne. GOD kows whats up with the world nowadays. Everyone is going through some kind of problem in their lives and its annoying me. Why cant we all just be problem-free for once? so then, i slept and woke up at like 8, had dinner, went back to sleep and now i am here blogging cos i cant sleep and i feel much better but my temperature is still high. Laughter is really the best medicine la. Hahaha! If only i called sonia, i swear i would have recovered but i was too tired to talk on the phone and my throat was hurting a hell lot. Hahaha! Classmates went for thosai and bean curd! I SO BADLY WANTED TO GO! but if i had gone, i would have just died in Little india la. With the heat and all.. Talked to xiu lin and she made me laugh so i'm feeling better. oh ya! stef says that i have saturday night fever! Hhahaah! And sar says i've got idol fever! oh my!

iLin says:
yo. you ok?
i've got saturday night fever! says:
hello xiu!
i've got saturday night fever! says:
i'm ok la
i've got saturday night fever! says:
have a temperature of 38.8
i've got saturday night fever! says:
but i dont feel sick
i've got saturday night fever! says:
god knows whats up with me
iLin says:
whatever christine.
iLin says:
thats quite bad.
iLin says:
must keep drinking cold water
iLin says:
or drinks.
iLin says:
and then and then
iLin says:
sleep in air con room
iLin says:
must feel cold cos your body is too hot
i've got saturday night fever! says:
hahah!
i've got saturday night fever! says:
i'm hot
i've got saturday night fever! says:
i cant deny that fact
i've got saturday night fever! says:
hahahah!
iLin says:
WHATEVER
i've got saturday night fever! says:
have been doing all that
i've got saturday night fever! says:
hahahahah!
iLin says:
really
i've got saturday night fever! says:
yupp
iLin says:
I remember I got a fever in escape theme park once -_-
i've got saturday night fever! says:
drank lots of water, had a coke; couldn't resist it
i've got saturday night fever! says:
hahahah!
i've got saturday night fever! says:
oh my! xiu lin!
iLin says:
then there was a sick bay or smth there
iLin says:
the doctor put bags of ice all over me
iLin says:
was damn cold lah
i've got saturday night fever! says:
hahahaha!
i've got saturday night fever! says:
oh my gosh
i've got saturday night fever! says:
i cant stop laughing la
iLin says:
but I got well much faster.
i've got saturday night fever! says:
xiu lin xiu lin
i've got saturday night fever! says:
how did you get the sudden fever there?
iLin says:
cos of the rides,see.
iLin says:
you know there are 3 kinds.
iLin says:
one is in air con
iLin says:
other is outdoors
i've got saturday night fever! says:
iLin says:
one is with water
i've got saturday night fever! says:
oohhh!
iLin says:
so we kept going around on the 3 diff kinds.
i've got saturday night fever! says:
you are scaring me
iLin says:
under the sun in wet clothes.
iLin says:
in air con room where its cold
i've got saturday night fever! says:
i'm going to escape during the sept hols
iLin says:
and so eventually my body couldn't take it and I fell sick
iLin says:
i've got saturday night fever! says:
poor you
i've got saturday night fever! says:
but it must have been a great experience

yupp! she makes me laugh! i love to laugh! oh my! hahah! i think i am going to sleep now. Dont know how i am going to do my homework and study for chem. i hate being sick la. Its so damn bloody annoying. good night my fellow homosapience. see you tomorrow!

maybe i over-reacted But really, i didn't know what ti say or do. I couldn't think of anything to say. I just felt like crying there and then. i really believed you, my heart was just breaking slowly and then i tried to put it back together but i just couldn't. maybe i just needed a good cry, cos i'm fine now.

THIS IS AN EXTREMELY LONG POST!

2006-08-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SONIA!
hope you had a lovely day and that you loved the present and the suprise!
by the way, i had to go for the 8pm mass so i will talk to you later. HAHAH!
I LOVE YOU!

I will blog later

2006-08-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

ITS MONDAY!

hahaha! like who doesn't know that. Oh well! I HAD A GOOD WEEKEND! I didn't do anything special but it was one of my greatest weekends... and i have no idea why. On Saturday morning, i asked my dad if he could give me $24 dollars for the choir tickets and he gave me $50 and told me to KEEP THE CHANGE! hahahah! i was so happy that i went shopping after cath class. Hahhaha!! I couldn't resist it! Hahaha! And then, i had a CARL's JR. meal for dinner, i swear I LOVE THAT PLACE! Oh well.. Talked to Sonia for an extremely long time and then did rubbish with my daddy.. HAhaha! I LOVE HIM! And then went to sleep. Then on Sunday, went for mass :) and then went to uncle marky's house and played with the kids. It was fun! The food was good then after that, my daddy and i had cup noodles together. And now today, i had my amaths test and it was quite bad. Hahah! It always is and then i failed my EMATHS test.. I feel like crying la. Aiyoh..this proves i really do need tuition. Oh well.. i will start going fro tuition next week then. And then, AND THEN! We have to come back for 3 weeks during the holidays for extra lessons! IRRITATING RIGHT! aargh! so annoying! ok back to my day... CME with Bill was fun. Hahaha! Then after school, went to macs with lav, ari, jo, val, zoe, hannah and her best friend! Hahah! Ya... we were laughing so much la and making a LOT of noise. LAVANIA! was the main contributor. Hahahah! then we left, we went to fork and spoon and strated waving at hannah and zoe... 'STOP TWIRLING YOUR HAIR' and 'PISS OFF!' hahaha! cabbed back with joanne and went to see my grandmother. I LOVE HER LOTS! she treats me like a queen and i cant beleive i am such a terrible grandaughter, to only visit her once in a while. Maybe i shall make it a point to visit her every week. oh no.. i feel like crying now. gosh.. I LOVE MY GRANDPARENTS! oh well! TOMORROW IS SONIA'S BIRTHDAY! yay! so exciting! HAHAHA! i've got my lit and physics test tomorrow, i hope mr. ng makes the test on friday.

to my wonderful friend
thank you so much for always putting a smile on my face, you never fail to do that everyday.
thank you for making me laugh everyday too. thank you for always being there in your own special way and for always making me remember that i should forget about the past. The memories you have given me will always be in my mind. all the nonsence that we do and talk about. i was just thinking the other day, and i realised that you play a big part in my life or in other words, my life wouldn't be complete if i didn't have you. i really cant believe that we have gone through so much. well, i thank god for giving you to me, everday. and i do hope we meet one day and have coffee. lets make this friendship go on ok.. i will make sure it does. will you? you're perfect in my eyes. and i will remember you for the rest of my life.
I love you lots, girl..

2006-08-10T10:31:00.000+08:00

I LIKE PUBLIC HOLIDAYS!

cos it means that there is time for shopping and waking up late.
haha! My cousin's down from England and we are going shopping later!
She loves the rice from chicken rice so yesterday we got chicken rice for her and i got to eat chicken rice from po sin!! Oh well. Let me talk about tuesday.

tuesday.
Had the national day celebrations in the hall. We were doing nonsense and crapping and singing loudly and singing the songs which have already stopped playing. HAHAHA! BLUE HOUSE is the best! Cos CHRISTINE FERNANDO is in it! Yay! Hahaha! It was so funny la!

'together we feel, singapore heartbeat!'

AND THEN! GREEN HOUSE! oh my gosh!! Hahahaha!

'this is home, truly'
and
'OH PRETTY! RAPE HER'

hahahahah! so funny! So then the concert was over and she dampened our spirits, went up to class and did rubbish. We took our class photo with over 13 girls missing! Hahaha! And then, as usual, laughing a lot. Hahaahh! Then, went to town with Hannah, Joanne, Caroline, Val, Ari, Zoe, Eugenia, Nurul, Lavania and then we met Lesley there. HhaHAHA! We went to watch click and gosh... it was so sad! Hahaha! I was crying so much! Then like Joanne had to give me a tissue and then Ari and Caroline were laughing at me. AND THEN! the whole bloody thing was just a dream. Hahaha! But it made me think a lot, like how we shouldn't think so much about ourselves and to think about others and that FAMILY COMES FIRST! But thats like the first time i have ever cried in a theatre (besides Selena) but ya. So sad la! Hahaha! Then we walked to far east all the way from cine and they played that sms prank on me. So FUNNY LA! hAHAHA! I used lavania's phone to call her and then i look at her phone and i'm calling caroline. Hahaha! yupp! And the fried mars bars were so good, hannah stuffed the whole thing in my mouth. Hahaha! And then, the escalator stopping thing. LOTS OF FUN! and then and the! JOANNE WENT TO GET THE TURKISH ICE-CREAM. We were screaming so much la! Hahahah! Went back home and slacked as usual! Now, let me talk about wednesday.

wednesday.
Woke up at 9 and followed my mother to the market and then came back home, talked to Sonia, Joanne and ashley. Went to my granny's house, watched tv, waited for melanie and family to come. Celebrated her impromtu birthday with a small cake, had tea and then went t get chicken rice. My brother is going jammin with her and his friends tomorrow. Hahah! My mother and i couldn't stop laughing! Hahahah! SO then, came back home and fell asleep. And BILL, YOU OWE ME 5$!

and now, i am going out in awhile to go shopping and then i will come back and study. (I HOPE)

random fact #1
I LOVE TO LAUGH!

random fact #2
HANNAH YUKON CAN'T SPELL!

2006-08-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

Aiyoh! Today, just before school singers, i was talking to Rachelle, Roxanne and Joy and then i was like 'GIVE ME A BREAK LA!' then Roxanne said 'Have a KIT KAT!' right into the microfone and then i just realised that the microfone was on and then beat and jac came running to us to tell us the mic was on. So embarrassing. Hahahah! Standing in a circle is much better.. Amanda smiles every morning now, as compared to last time :) Had SS and History and AMaths, i was extremely sleepy during AMATHS but during recess, my nasi lemak woke me up and as usual, i did not pay attention during physics. Went to get fries and a drink after school and went for art. Had SOVA and we did futurism, and i dont like it. I just cant see the pictures and stuff like that. We did our pots and i was just digressing and doing RUBBISH. Hahaha! Sonia was helping Bill and we were all messing each other up with the clay and all. My uniform was completely dirty and so was hers. hahaha! And then when we were cleaning up, we were playing with water. Aiyoh! Thanks God i finished my nonsense pot. And like GLITZ is having a reuninon at escape themepark in September is everyone can make it. So exciting! Hahahah! Went home with Deborah, Joy and Sonia and then Deb and Sonia followed me to macs and i was the only one eating. Hahahah! But in the end, all of them had something to eat from me. Hahahahha! Went home and its been the latest time i have gone back by myself. It was so dark and all.. and then i saw my house from downstairs and it was so pretty! The lights and all... so nice. I'm home now... just talked to Sonia and i fell asleep and woke up and ate hokkien mee and satay and now, i am going to sleep. CANT WAIT FOR CHOIR TOMORROW!

2006-08-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!

HAPPY THREEIGHT DAY!

Yay! I gave Joanne such a lovely but impromtu present. Hhahaha! I have to go shopping this weekend for all their presents. Let's see, I 've got to get Cherlynn's, Beatrice's, Jacklyn's, Lesley's and Joanne's present plus all the presents for those upcoming birthays for but i cant remember who. God! I want my money to but an ipod nano! I've been saving and now its gonna fly away! Hahahah! Oh well. The more you give, the more you receive. Hhahaha! Threeight day was fun! Hhahah! The sardine game was absolutely funny. Oh my! I love 3/8 but i guess the only part was that not everyone was present and that made it not so great but all in all, everything was just marvellous. We played dare or double dare and Anastasia and Huda had to drink this weird concoction which Jaslyn made, it was damn funny. Hahahaha! 'ITS NAESTY! oh huda is so funny. And then we played Duck, Duck Goose and this number game where i had to do this forfeit and i had to run around the basketball court saying 'AHH! Dont catch me! when no one was running after me. I nearly died! Hahahaha! Went home with Joanne, Lavania, Ari and Hannah. Hannah is mad la wiht all her nonsense. I haven't done my art and its due tomorrow, wow! what a surprise.. Christine isn't doing her homework. I've just haven't been having the mood to study.. but i like to pay attention in class. I'm extremely crazy. Hhahaha! Its so nice to write notes and all. I really dont know whats wrong with me. Oh gosh.. mentally-draining ART lesson tomorrow.

2006-08-01T20:08:00.000+08:00

singapore chinese orchestra.
haha! it was boring but ok la. Bill loved it! She loves China what.. Hahaha! Was doing nonsense with Sonia in the hall. hhaha! At least some entertainment since ms shanthi was walking all over and stopping people from talking. School was ok today, had the mock test for Math, it was rather tricky. OH YA! today we had a briefing with mrs low, hahah! A briefing, it was like 30 minutes long! And ya, we are going yo be on CHANNEL NEWS ASIA! So exciting but at the same time, i'm not. MEMORIES! Ahh. oh well!. It'll be interesting though. FOR GETTING MARRIAGE! hahahah! So fuuny i tell you. Everyone laughed at him. Hahahah! And just befoer that, we had a discussion on singlish and bad english for english lesson and he just proved our point. Hahah! I'm so exhausted from doing my pot, it is so mentally draining, Hahahah! i amuse myself with the words i use sometimes. went to KFC and had cheese fries, after a LONG LONG LONG time. And now i am back home, slacking like nobody's business cos i am tired. I might probably sleep soon after talking to BILL! hahah! I haven't crapped alot with her in a long time. ok! GOODBYE!

i dont wanna think of everything that has happened all over again. It kills me! It kills every bit of joy in me. Joy! Hahaha! What irony! I really cant stand looking at you, you've cut me so deep. Nothing is going to change that, i just cnat believe you and you know what? I am sick of having to go through this shit everyday! Its so difficult you know that. I dont even know whta to do, how to react, what to say. I am just killing myself when i think of this. It was really sweet of you to do something like that, it really made me think deeper. I'll try use it, i really will but i need time. I love you so much, i dont even know why. You make a difference in my life, please dont ever hurt me again. I dont think i will ever be able to take it. I dont want anything like that to happen again. I think i need more time, i dont know what to do. I need some answers. Someone please help me. I cannot take this and have to go through this so very often and guess what? I just typed the last few sentences without looking at the keyboard! I LOVE MYSELF!

2006-07-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

CHRISTINE FERNANDO

LOVES

MCWINGS

so very very very very much!

2006-07-31T16:56:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL WAS GOOD TODAY!

But i missed my literature! I wanted to go but i HAD to help out. Hhahaah! I just love lit! Its the best subject with the best teacher, followed by MATHS and its EMATHS, not AMATHS with mr fernandez. He has inspired me to do well for maths. Tomorrow i have a mock test and i am going to do well! Yay! Ok, i am all hyped out now! Oh well! 3/8, YOU DID A GREAT JOB! It was so nice to see you'll perform! And Sonia's class was just amazing! SO LOVELY! And it was such a cold day today, reminded me of the time when i was in USA! The weather is like this even in summer but the sun is up and i found it cold and people were wearing singlets. Even Sar said it was the same thing in London. Haahha! THE IRONY! Talking about irony, i was listening to a poem cum story yesterday and i was stating all the literary devices used, i was being so critical! I am a lit student, what can i do! Hahaha! Went to BK and home with Val today, it was fun! Hahahah! I have decided that i am going to study today, like really study and i hope i dont get distracted. Cos i wanna watch DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES! Yay! I've missed 2 episodes already! Aiyoh! Nevermind, i've got Deborah and my cousin, Pam to keep me updated. Eh wait.. hahah! they are both my cousins so ya.. hhaha! i'm in a weird mood today! I FEEL CONFUSED! See, now i dont even know if i feell confused or what. OH my! IGNORE ME!

JUST GO AND CLICKK ON SOMEBODY'S LINK SO AS TO NOT GET CONFUSED!

But, i wanna thank SONIA for that nice poem like thing on your blog. So thank you so much Sonia, it was SO touching and sweet! I LOVE YOU and only you! Hahahha! No la, actually i love other people too, like FERNANDO TORRES, i'll let you have KAKA ok! I'm so kind! But i dont like Fernando Torres that much anymore so nvm! You can have them both. I LOVE MY SWISS GUYS! HOT! HOT! HOT! Hope you liked the ferraro rocher! It must have been nice and lovely like me! OH GOSH! I am so egoistic. Hhahaha! I'm mad la today, i dont know why! I shall not let anything bother me. Not today at least. I wanna be in peace for ONCE! Yay! Ok! I feel like eating chili crabs from NO SINGBOARD seafood now! AHHHH! Ok! Its 5.07pm, going to study! BYEEE!

2006-07-30T17:54:00.000+08:00

Everyone's feeling depressed! Cherlynn, you're HELL RIGHT! Gosh.. even i can agree to that. Its like as though there is a depressed period in the calendar and its from this date to this date. Hahah! OH well! I'll try and be happy and not so depressed. I guess its because ithink too much but i cant help it, i am a thinker! Ah! ok. So Saturday was Honour's Day. Had to be in school by 6.55 oh ya! I forgot to talk about the boring, draggy and LONG rehearsals we had! I nearly died i tell you! It was such a long wait and my stomach was growling but its alright, cos after that, i had my MCWINGS at mcdonalds! hahah! SO back to saturday, put on make-up for lots of people, did my make-up and then we had our rehearsal. We got to see our award! Its so nice! Its really a medal but its like a sound wave! PRETTY! Sang on stage, changed and went to eat. Saw Uncle Trevor and gayle's dad! Said hi and i fing that all hte brothers look alike! Hahaha! Saw gayle! SHe looked nice! Ate lors of food and then went to Macs to hang out, did nonsense with the balloons! Hahahha!

BEATRICE + JOANNE + CHERLYNN + CHRISTINE = FUN and NOISE

Hahaha! Went to popular and Beat and i were doing nonsense! Then went back to school to get our books cos we forgot and then went to church for cath class. Father Michael Broughton gave us a talk. We were laughing so much! Hhahaha! We were laughing about two things, right, Sam and thia! Haahhaha! Saw the six funny bunnies video, sonia is mad la! HAHAHAH! And she is a BIMBO! Hhahaha! And so is CYNTHIA LOH! If you can act being a bimbo, that means you have some essense of BIMBOTICNESS! Hahahah! Oh well! Went for my cousin's party and they had the boucing castle! So fun i tell you! All the children were so adorable! Hahahah! Ate fish curry for dinner, my other cousin cooked and it was marvellous. I love to eat curries with my fingers and now i've got yellow fingers! I cant stand it! Hahaha! Wnet for church this morning, went to gran's place, bought haagen dazs ice-cream and here i am now! Going to go shopping soon! Oh my! I dont wanna go to school tomorrow but i am going cos of the concert!

thank god your'e leaving!

2006-07-27T16:45:00.000+08:00

I've got nothing to say. Not in the right mood.

caught up in sorrow. I don't even know why i am posting, i dont know what to say, what to do, what to think or anything. I feel trapped. Not physically, but mentally. You are still in my head. Let bygones be bygones. It ain't working, honey. It really isn't. I think i am a bitch. I sincerely do. I cant trust you anymore, not anymore. Not after what you told me. You are making me feel worse and even more confused. Can't you just get the hell out of my life. I never wanted you there, never. Why did we click so quickly? How come i could trust you? I am a naive bitch. Happy? I'm sure you are cos do you look like you give a shit anbout anybody's emotions. You cut me so deep. Why do you think i creid so much. Do you know i have never creid so much before. I cried twice ok! NOT ONCE BUT TWICE! I couldn't even control my emotions. I was thinking so much about everything and now you act as though everything is alright. you annoy me. gosh, give me a break la!

2006-07-26T18:21:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what's going on nowadays. Is it only me? Am i the only one who is going through the roller-coaster of emotion? Am i? You know that i tell you everything but you dont, you never. I don't even know why i am so open to you. I only find out that you know about something after someone else has told me about it. What am i supposed to do? I can't bear to keep anything from you, i really can't. How do you do it then? I thought we were going to tell eavh other everything. Then what about you? You think i don't have feelings? You think that you are the only one who has feelings? I care so much and yet i dont even know if you give a damn about anything. I don't need physical things to show me how much you care, its emotional. I really don't know what i should do. And its like as though i am supposed o be nice to you? After all that you've done? Give me a break la please. Its so annoying having to see you, i think of EVERYTHING. Maybe not much as compared to before, actually, i really dont give a shit about you anymore. I sincerely cannot believe that you would do souch a thing to me? I thought i could be frank and annoying with you but it all just proved my point wrong. I was naive as to believe you and i really shouldn't have in the first place. I TRUSTED YOU, I REALLY DID! I feel so sorry for you, you know. I don't know how you can go through life with all that rubbish, its scares me. I want to know what you feel about it. Please be honest with me.

2006-07-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

We left Singapore with our voices,

We came back to Singapore with a HIGH SILVER and a bit of our voices lost!

Can you believe it? THE HIGHEST AWARD THAT ANY SECONDARY SCH IN SINGAPORE HAS GOTTEN IS A HIGH SILVER and that award is OURS!
I'm so proud of the choir! The really did their best, the were they choir that they wanted to be and we made it, all the way to the end. Words really really cannot explain how i am feeling right now.

day1.
Went to the airport at about 5, took pictures and checked in, said our goodbyes and we went shopping at DFS! Hahahaha! Cher, Beat, Jo, Lou, Stef and i were in one group. We boarded the plane after running here and there. WE were all so excited! And so, we took off. I was sitting next to ESTELLEE and ANTHEA! Had lots of fun with them. The plane food was so horrible! HATED IT! Natalie Foo was next to me! Hahahah! i had like 4 cups of coke and she put two sweets in my cup of coke and she was irritating me! Hahahah! But it was funny la!

TOOK LOADS OF PICTURES! We were a nuisance to the air stewardesses cos we were blocking the aisle and all but who cares! Hahaha! Slept for a while and then we reached CHINA! We were like celebrities cos everyone was taking photos of us! IT WAS SO NICE! There was even a special channel for us to go through so that it would be faster.

Took the bus to the hotel and in the bus we met our tour guide and her name is WENDELL! She is a post-graduate at some university in China and she is SO nice! Oh well! Ms Tham told us how her husband suprised her with the camera, so sweet la! I want to have a husband who likes to suprise me! I THINK AHEAD! Reached our hotel and JOANNE AND I got the bigger of the two rooms! It was so nice! Went down for lunch and we had this GIGANTIC bowl of noodles with prawns, squid and all kinds of stuff. It was so bland and filling! We all shared though, home-made noodles. Then we went for sectionals with CRESENT and it was fun, i got to know ERICA and LAURA! Really nice people! But oh my gosh! Their --------- is a bitch! A TOTAL BITCH! I SWEAR! We went to dinner after that and Mrs Seah said that this one will be our nicest dinner and it was indeed marvellous. CAMERA WHORING again! hAHHAHAH! Lorna ate like three plates of capsicum and Joanne ate a pig's tail. IT WAS SO SICK! She was sucking it la! I will post it on youtube soon.

Sang most of the school singers songs after that and it was SO lovely! The ceiling was low and so the sound just resonated. Hahaha! SO NICE! So then we boarded the bus and Mrs Low told us about the typhoon that was coming our way and all of us freaked out like crazy! We started praying and all. Went to WAL-MART to get our groceries and it was like a mad house! We only had 45 minutes to get everything. TOTAL CHAOS. Went back onto the bus to head back to our hotel and the whole choir said the rosary. It was really nice! Unpacked our stuff, talked for a while and fell off to sleep.

day2.
woke up early and went for breakfast. They serve like dishes of meat, vegetables and all. The soyabean was EXTREMELY tasteless but it was alright la. We were wearing our choir tshirt with jeans and COURT SHOES! I love my court shoes! Hahahah! And my lovely ZARA jeans too. Hahaha! Took the bus down to No. 6 Middle School for our acoustic check. It was absolutely terrible. It was so difficult to project our voices and i guess Ms Tham wasn't too happy. Mrs Low said that we had lost it, so depressing i tell you.

Had lunch and sectionals, combine with Ms Tham and then we went for the opening ceremony and that was where i saw my HOT SWISS GUYS! Oh my gosh! I was on the verge of fainting! Louisa and Amanda has got the pictures of them. Jst then my camera's batt was low and i forgot to bring the spares. One was exatly like ZAC EFRON, with the hair and the basketball shorts and shoes! AND HE CAN SING! But he has a stupid girlfriend who has a lower lip and nose pierced. And he like carried her on his shoulder! BITCH! I hate her! Oh well! But there was this other guy, GORGEOUS! Hahahaha! We were taking so many photos with so many people! Hahahha! It was so hillarious. I will post all the pictures when i get them. Mrs low was like 'LETS TAKE A PHTO WITH THEM!' then we all ran there. Then, 'LETS TAKE A PHOTO WITH THEM!' (points to the other side) Hhahahaha! I WAS A STAR! So we watched the concert! We were cheering for all the nice countries and being crazy! Hahahahha! BRAZIL! SWITZERLAND! (you gotta highlight it to see it). Oh my! Had lots of fun! And there was this choir which was just so amazing. Samira and I were singing along with them. Boarded the bus after a few shows and we stopped by at Macs to get fillet o fish, we ordered 38 burgers. LONG WAIT! Hahahah! Everyone was sleeping on the bus by the time we reached with the burgers. Gave out their burgers and everyone went back to their rooms, competition was the next day! QUALIFYING ROUNDS. Ironed clothes and prepared everything, went off to sleep.

day3.

COMPETITION DAY!

(I WILL POST ABOUT IT SOON)

2006-07-10T13:38:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh

I think i need a manicure

The sun, i swear

Is bleaching up my gorgeous hair!

21! 64!

GO! GO! FIGHT! FIGHT!

Gee! I hope i look alright!

I've lately been around BIMBOS and i felt the NEED to post this. Hahahah! We're in the comm lab now, we've got like 30 minutes just to do whatever we want to do. MISS KUAN ROCKS! Oh well, went shopping with Joanne yesterday and it was the QUICKEST shopping trip ever. Hahaha! We're going shopping after choir and tution. SO yesterday we went for Hannah's gig and it was so NICE! We made last minute posters.

MR TAY LOVES YOU

WE LOVE YOU HANNAH

GO UNCLES

GO HANNAH!

She played with her guitar teachers... thats why the GO UNCLES. I had to type that cos like i'm sitting next to an idiot who just asked me that question.

SHE IS SUCH A FUNNY BUNNY!

Hahaha! Sonia can't get over the funny bunny thing. Oh well, i'm sorry if i pissed you off. BEEP! Hahahaa! I LOVE YOU, ANNOYING!

3 MORE DAYS!

2006-07-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

Sometimes words are hard to find
I'm looking for that perfect line
To let you know your always on my mind
ya this is love and i've learned enough to know
i'm never lettin' go
When you want it
When you need it
You'll always have the bestof me

2006-07-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

7 MORE DAYS! 7 MORE DAYS! Can you believe it? I CAN'T! I don't even know what kind of emotion i am supposed to be feeling right now.

ANXIETY? NERVOUSNESS? JOY? MISERY?

CHOIR! Oh my gosh. I was so scared yesterday when Ms Tham was on the verge of walking out. My heart was i dont know where and like during our comm meeting, we were so silent and i shall not reveal what happened after that. Hahah! Oh well.

BE THE CHOIR THAT YOU WANT TO BE!

YOU MUST HAVE THE TENACITY!

YOU CANT DO BETTER THAN THAT

ITS LIKE 5/10!

IF YOU DONT GET THAT CORRECT, YOU WILL NOT PERFORM.

I SELDOM HAVE PREP TALKS

But today's choir practice was good. I AM PROUD OF MY CHOIR!

CHOIR GIRLS; i know that some of you'll may be sick of the scoldings, sick of the songs and stuff like that but you'll gotta persist. Do it well and all the way to the end, we don't give up. We never have and we never will ok. I know you'll can do it, we all the faith in you so now, just prove it to us. We'll come back with a GOLD, no matter how difficult it is, we'll try our best and so if even if e don't get a GOLD, we will know that we have tried our best and there will be no regrets. THE COMM LOVES YOU SO MUCH! Cooperate with us please... We have faith in you, once again.. now, its your turn to have the faith in us. Remember, STAGE PRESENCE and sing like the choir you want to be.

This e-learning thing is nonsense la. I''d definitely rahter come back to school than sit at home and do SO much of homework.

I love you so much, you don't know how much i care. Its more than what you think or what it could even measure.

2006-07-02T18:14:00.000+08:00

Jesus, lover of my soul
Jesus, i will never let you go
You've taken me from the miry clay
Set my feet upon the rock and now i know
I LOVE YOU
I NEED YOU
though my world may fall i'll never let you go
MY SAVIOUR
MY CLOSEST FRIEND
I will worship you until the very end.

I think if i didn't have a religion, i wouldn't have been able to last this long. I've been confused lately, VERY CONFUSED in fact and god has helped me trememdously in so many ways; friends, family, home, food, money and all sorts.

i'm sorry, i really dont know what has gotten into me

2006-07-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

CARNIVAL!

It was definitely fun! But the haunted circus was irritating! Sonia wasn't even scared at all and Joanne and i were just screaming the whole way. The like grab your legs and all. Aiyoh and! I fell backwards and like my butt still hurts. Joy pulled me down then i wacked Vanessa's face and then fell. Hahaha! It was damn funny la. We just sat there and laughed and then THANK GOD! hannah found my phone, I WOULD HAVE CRIED if i lost my phone! So then watched the fancy dress and BECKY WAS GOOD.

"So how long did you take to learnt hose steps?''

"OH, when i was born i knew how to dance already''

So cute ah! Hahaha! She just started dancing and it wasn't even planned la. Hahah! So adorable. Then one girl i tell you.. HER DANCING! aiyoh. I got no comments la. Hahaha! She's called the 'slutty dancing girl'. Left at about 11.55 and we were kind of late. Denise couldn't come in the end so Sonia went off with Cynthia. THEN, mrs low said that she wanted to see Cherlynn, Joanne and I and we started to freak out. BUT, in the end, it was about OBS! Its so exciting but academic results play a big role in getting it. I'm nervous. Hahaa! SYF was fun! TEH BUS RIDES WERE THE BEST LA! I was rubbing sun block constantly but know i have like a difference of three colours on my leg, due to my sock tan. I had fishballs, burger and lots of sweets there. Hahaha! Spotted Jaslyn, Jac, Savina and Melissa. Messaged Jaslyn and jac just told me that they were playing a game of 'LETS TRY SPOT CHRISTINE' hahaha! but they couldn't find me.

I'VE GOT GOOD EYESIGHT!

It was a success and NO MORE SYF! NO MORE HOT SUN! ahaha. Reached school and on the way, poor amanda realised she lost her phone and i was a 'bus 'air-stewardess' for a while. Hahaha! I LOVE MY CHOIR LA! Saw hannah and vanessa outside school and they waited for us. Went to get bubble tea and took 73. Daniel was there and we missed our stop so we had to walk back! It was scary la! Hahaha! Had my shower and now i am here blogging anf talking to DENISE! She so badly wanted to be there and now, we are thinking of a class reunion. IT'LL BE SO FUN! Now, GOOD NIGHT WORLD!

2006-06-30T17:23:00.000+08:00

now that is why i watch the world cup. not for the ball, not for game and not for anything else but for them!

FERNANDO TORRES!

Date of birth: 20 March1984
Height: 181 cm
Weight: 78 kg
Position: Forward
Current Club: Atletico Madrid (ESP)
Int'l Goals: 13 (as of 27-Jun-2006)

He is the hottest player in the world! I SWEAR! Oh my gosh! I stayed up to watch their match at 3AM and they lost! HOW COULD THEY? Oh well. there is still next year but then i will not be able to see TORRES in action for a good 4 years. There is still KAKA!

YOUTH DAY!

Good morning teachers and friends. Today being youth day, the choir will perform something extra special for all of you out here baking under the hot sun. These dance steps were performed by Ms Sylvia McCully and we will be performing it tomorrow at the National Stadium for the Singapore Youth Festival. We will perform 3 out of the 12 songs that we have learnt and they are Absolutely Everybody, Munaeru Vaaliba and Come fly with me.

I WAS SO BLOODY NERVOUS! Hahaha! IT was an embarrassment but it was enjoyable. Hahah! The lower sec performance was much better than the upper sec. Aiyoh! I wanna forget all bout it already. Hahaha! Mass was good and i loved it. I LOVE FR. SIMON! But his sermons cause you to think A LOT.

forgiveness... forgiveness...forgiveness...

what? who? how? where? when? why? These questions just keep spinning in my head constantly and its making me so confused. My heart and my mind both tell me different things but maybe its because i hate you so much that i 've grown towards thinking that forgiving you is impossible. You put me in a dilemma, a complete dilemma! Even if i apologise..What good would it do me or you? Everything you said just keeps playing and playing. Its like a tape recorder which can never stop. I swear. Sometimes, i just feel like killing you but sometimes i just wonder... Thank you for everything.. really. Thanks a bunch because cos of you, you made my life become a total disaster.

SYF tomorrow and IJ CARNIVAL! So exciting but then that just means i am going to become darker. MUCH DARKER! Hahaha! BECKY's got her fancy dress. DENISE might come and we'll all have fun. Only going from 9 to 11.45am cos we gotta report for choir at 12.05pm! Oh well... i wanna go sleep now. I am a lazy pig!

2006-06-29T20:08:00.000+08:00

change.

I HATE YOU! I swear! I've never hated you more in my whole entire life. 'I hate you' might sound a bit cliche between you and me, but girl, i swear.. ITS NOT! cos i mean it ok. Dont try and act all high and mighty. I seriously regret the thought of even wanting to apologise. Gosh.. What was in me? Maybe i tried to be an IJ girl but you know what.. FORGET IT! No point forgiving cos i know, i dont want it and i dont need it. I've cleared my conscience by telling myself that its all over. Wait. Why do i need to apologise? I apologise for you being a bitch? Oh please.. Go to hell.

2006-06-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

breaking.

SCHOOL HAS STARTED! I like school. Oh well, we had our stupid syf yesterday where i nearly died and burnt in the heat. IT WAS SO TERRIBLE. I felt like sleeping cos i was squinting all the way and i started having a headache. AND OH YA! I dont know my password for the bloody ATM card from UOB. I normally use the POSB one but now since its for the my card, i use the UOB one and i can't top up my card! I dont like this cashless school thing, its annoying me. hahah.. HAD A WONDERFUL RETREAT TODAY! I cried quite a lot and i was just thinking and thinking the whole time. Kept the pieces of balloons that we all burst together. It will be a very memorable experience and i wanna go on a mission trio and I LOVE BUBBLE TEA!

I gotta say this to you but i don't know if i should. I gotta forgive, that i know and i can never move on if i never forgive. I dont know which direction i should head towards to and i am in a dilemma. I need you to let me know what i should do.

2006-06-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

dashed.

I AM BORED and I CANT SLEEP! So i decided to blog. Not that blogging and doing something to relieve me of this boredom would help me sleep but i had to do something. School is starting in 1 day(excluding today) and high school musical is less than 10 hours away and there are 18days left to the CHOIR OLYMPICS. Dont miss me ok everyone. I know that life will be a bore without me :) Hahahah! Just joking. Hahaha! I'll just make sure i don't come back with bird flu ok. Oh well, had octets relay today and i thought it was pretty bad. Thank God Ms Tham did not walk out. Had a talk with the choir and i think it kind of helped, could see the change in them today. It was a very long and SARCASTIC talk. Everyone was just so frustrated. Ok! I 'm bored of blogging. I HAVEN'T DONE MY HOMEWORK!

I really can't believe you. You are the biggest two-sided bitch i have ever come acroos in my whole entire life. I thought you were ok at frist but i guess i was just wrong. I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT when you said that. I was shocked, mortifies in fact. I'm talking about you, yes you. I know you visit my blog so don't think its someone else. I'm no longer going to be doing your dirty work. If you need help, you and ask some other person..don't ever come to me. Why didn't you disagree to it earlier then? WHY NOW? You are a bitch, i swear. Now you know why i didn't talk much to you today. I will pray for you tonight. Dont worry.. I will pray that you realise how much of a bitch you are.

2006-06-19T17:37:00.000+08:00

STEPHANIE CARA YAP!

Name 20 people at the top of your head.ONLY read the questions after you have reached them.
At the end, get 5 ppl to do this.

1) BEATRICE
2) CHERLYNN
3) SAMIRA
4) KERLENE
5) CONSTANCE
6) AMANDA DE SOUZA
7) STEPHANIE CARA YAP
8) LOUISA
9) BILL
10) SONIA
11) DEBORAH
12) SARAH
13) EUGENIA
14) ELAINE
15) JOANNE
16) LAVANIA
17) JACKLYN
18) LESLEY
19) SAMANTHA
20) STEPH

How did you meet #14?
elaine
THROUGH CHOIR :)

What would u do if #9 and #20 went out?
bill & steph
HAH! I WILL JUST LAUGH!

Will #6 and #17 make a good couple?
amanda & jacklyn
DEFINITELY NOT!

Describe #3?
samira
oh gosh.. WHY SAMIRA! She's nice la and she's got an ugly BUSBAND! She thinks she is tall and nice too. LIKE IN HER WILDEST DREAMS!

Tell me something abt #7.
stephanie cara yap
SHE MADE ME TO THIS QUIZ and HER HANDWRITING IS TERRIBLY NEAT!

Do u know anyone from #12's family?
sarah
YUPP! She's got a lovely younger sister and younger brother!

What is #8's favorite?
louisa
her doggy!

What language does #15 speak?
joanne
RUBBISH! english! A bit of malay! and RUBBISH!

Who is #9 dating?
bill
NOBODY!
NO ONE WANTS TO DATE YOU, BUT I LOVE YOU!

How old is #16 now?
lavania
14!

When was the last time you spoke to #13?
eugenia
TODAY!

Who is #2's favorite singer or band?
cherlynn
i dont know.. MAYBE its 'CHRISTINE & the girls'

Will you date #4?
kerlene
WE ARE ALREADY DATING! we are lesbian partners! HAHAHAHA!

Will u ever date #7?
stephanie
why did we both get this question? NO!

Is #15 single?
joanne
NO! She's got a million boyfriends.. ALL MUCH OLDER THAN HER!

What is #10 surname?
sonia
GILL!

Will u ever be in a serious relationship with #11?
deborah
we re cousins and like NO WAY!

Which school does #3 go to?
samira
CHIJ!

Where does #6 live?
amanda de souza
SERANGOON GARDENS

What is ur favorite thing abt #5?
constance
SHE MAKES ME LAUGH! and cos she loves JAMES MCLEE :)

Have you ever seen #1 naked?
GOD! NO! and i wouldn't want to. Although we are lesbian girlfriends, i'm still not ready.

People who need to do this:
SAMIRA SHAH! hahahahahahaahhaa!
MARISSA LYNN CHIA hahahahahahah!
NURUL HIDAYAH
ANASTASIA GOANA
SONIA GILL

2006-06-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

SAMIRA SHAH!

What are you doing in Secondary School?
STUDYING!
TALKING!
LAUGHING!
DAY-DREAMING!
PLAYING!

Five of your favourite bands/singers?
alicia keys
black eyed peas
pussycat dolls
jason mraz
michael jackson

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire
SHOP
SHOP
donate to the poor
open up my SPA
SHOP

Five bad habits?
procrastination
craking my nuckles
not turning of my room lights and fan when i eave
leaving my plate in the sink
doing too many things at one time until i dont know what to do
(I HAVE FOUR SIMILAR BAD HABITS THAT SAMIRA HAS! WHEN I READ HER QUIZ, I WAS LIKE OHMYGOSH! )

Five things you like doing?
SINGING
PAINTING
READING
LAUGHING
SHOPPING

Five things you would never buy/wear/get?
the N70 phone.. i think its quite ridiculous and way tooooo BULKY
a bunny costume
octupus sushi
coloured hair extensions
THAT WHITE SKIRT!

Five favourite things?
my handphone :)
my computer :)
my wallet :)
my pencil box :)
my paper people books :)
(there's much more you know)

Five people to do this?
STEPHANIE CARA YAP! (its pay-back time)
LAVANIA (i'm gonna make you do this)
KERLENE (it's cold!)
RACHELLE (since you blog like almost everyday :)
SAMANTHA ANN BRANSON!

2006-06-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

illusions.

OK! Lets begin with Saturday ok! Woke up at 9 and then rushed all the way to Newton where i met Bill and we took a train own to Orchard and we window shopped and ATE AT SAKAE SUSHI and GELARE! I decided that i would save my money so that i can go and buy more things with Joanne before we go to China WE ARE GOING TO HAVE IDENTICAL SHIRTS! Haahah! Had fun and then went home and then Sunday, went to the market in the morning with my mother and then went for mass and then i COOKED SAGO! It was so nice! Had our father's day celebration and I SHATTERED THE WHOLE COVER of the corning ware pot. THE WHOLE THING! It just dropped and the whole thing broke into a million and one pieces. I was so shocked that I CRIED! hahaha! AFTER SHOCK! oh well. Went for CHOIR this morning and it was lots of fun. Got our clothes and its disgusting. BEATRICE, CONSTANCE and I are the black bra people. It was so funny! SO VISIBLE too! Cos it was raining and they made us stand there like fools. Oh well.. it was better than usual la. Went back to school and had school singers practice. I think we are going to make it. It wasn't that bad. WENT TO MACS FOR LUNCH AFTER THAT! Had fun. I HAD GREEN APPLE BUBBLE TEA. and now, i MISS SARAH LOTS! Ahahah!I want to sleep but before i do. I have to do two quizes cos i have been tagGed by SAMIRA and STEPHANIE!

i don't love you anymore

2006-06-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

unexpected.

I've got sunshine on a cloudy day. When its cold outside, its in the month of may! I guessed you said, what can make me feel this way! MY GIRL! MY GIRL! Talkin bout my girl, my girl...

This song is stuck in my head and i have been singing it since i woke up this morning. GOODNESS ME! I am bored once again. I hate the holidays! I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL! I WANNA GO BACK TO WALKING FROM CLASS TO CLASS, LAUGHING ALONG THE WAY, DOING NONSENSE, RUSHING TO MS CHOW'S CLASS, SLOWING DOWN WHEN WE GO FOR MOTHER TONGUE AND I WANNA HAVE RECESS AGAIN! Oh well, did quite a bit of my homework today and i cooked lunch today. SIMPLE yet LOVELY! Went for tuition and ate curly fries! I LOVE MY CURLY FRIES! And oh ya, my teeth are gone! Now, i am 4 teeth short! I will post the picture of my two teeth soon ok. Hahahah! It was not that painful was the injection hurt quite a bit. The nurse had to hold my head down when the dentist shook my tooth from side to side. I just felt like laughing. It was so funny la! AND I'M GOING OUT WITH BILL TOMORROW! Oh i can't wait!

PICTURE POSTING NOW!

unexpected.

My two teeth. SO LONG RIGHT!

thanks stefanie! for telling me bout 'the mountain' iee lubbxs euuu!

2006-06-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

RePlIeSxXs tOoXx ThEeXxSs TaGgSsXs! (ah lian typing)

JoAnNe; I SaId NeVeR sO eVeN iF YoU HaVe A wIlD dReAm, YoU ArE nEvEr ToUcHiNg My HaIr!

tried to be an annoying, ah lian typer but its too difficult and i give up! Don't know how those ah lians do it man.. ITS SO MIND BOGGLING. Wait.. maybe thats the only thing they can do. I shall be nice, I LOVE YOU AH LIANS!

SONIA; Like since when did i ever say i missed you?? Hahaha! No la.. iee misssx uee lotsxs(ah lian typing once again) but i know you miss me more!

CONS; HANDSOME! Give me your link then la! I'm too lazy to go and add you but because iee lubbss ueee SO MUCH, i will SOON!

SAMIRA; samiiraaee! iee lubbssx uueee ssoo MUCHXSXS! AND THANKS A BUNCH FOR THE NICE THING ON YOUR BLOG. I will do it soon. Hahaha!

2006-06-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

retail therapy.

Stayed at my granny's house yesterday. Didn't see her much but i still love her! She stayed up with me all the way until i finished watching PROJECT RUNWAY and then instead of sleeping in her room with my papa, she slept with me in the guest room. I LOVE HER! And i love my papa too! He cooked a lovely lunch for me today. I don't know what i'll do without my grandparents. I LOVE YOU PAPA & GRANNY! So then, Mum, Pam and BRADLEY! came. Went to the Dentist and had to wait for about 3 hours. Must go back there tomorrow as well. And i'm going to miss Deborah's Party! I'm so disappointed! Oh well.. Went to IKEA after that and oh my gosh do i love IKEA! I bought so many things and we ate at the cafe and boy do i love the MEATBALLS! We bought 10 and we were supposed to share but i kind of ate like all so mummy bought the frozen ones. NOW, i can have meatballs and MANY MEATBALLS for that matter. Bradley was so adorable la.. I LOVE HIM! He is such a nice baby to look after. We were laughing lots. And i put Bradley to sleep, i can be an official baby-sitter. AHhaha! I could charge 10 per hour... The money i will make! Hahah! I am dead tired now. Got my dental appointment and tuition tomorrow and might be going out with Bill on SATURDAY! Ahh... I LOVE IKEA! I can't wait to have my own house so that i can decorate and furnish. Now that i have my room all clean i can't stop re-decorating it. And oh my.. PROJECT RUNWAY! I practically fell in love with that continous smile on DANIEL F.'s face and he gets voted out. He was like so cheerful and nice and coping with the two idiotic ladies cum bitches scolding and telling him off. And he was no nice to them. I don't know if he was gay or something but he is still so sweet :) And i saw the CUTEST GUY IN THE WORLD today at IKEA! I nearly dropped dead! He looked mixed but i dont know what mix and his hair.. OH MY GOSH HIS HAIR! HIS HAIR! HIS HAIR! ahhh.. IF ONLY I HAD A CAMERA! But even if i did, i wouldn't have taken a photo of him. SO DESPERADO! HIS FACE IS STILL IN MY MIND! And, I LOVE MY MUMMY! She is the bestest mother in the world! I'm going to miss you Joanne, have fun in St. Johns! And like lets consider this day over...

THERE ARE 28 MORE DAYS UNTIL I LEAVE FOR CHINA!

2006-06-14T10:49:00.000+08:00

boredom.

I have come to the conclusion that BOREDOM DOES NOT KILL but rather brings joy. Now, according to Life Sciences, people find things to do when they are bored and therefore, you tend to find things that are enjoyable to you. For example, if a person were to be bored, they would call up a friend and that would be enjoyable to them. In conclusion, BOREDOM BRINGS JOY.

Oh my! I am so bored! Ahaha! Just for your information, that theory up there ^, is PURE RUBBISH! I didn't do research on it and GOD KNOWS about Life Sciences. BUT! Imagine if my theory gets published in a book. I would just... Hmmm. I dont know what i would do. OK, so about my day yesterday. I woke up pretty late yesterday..Maybe 12.15. Had breakfast, lunch and then did my homework. Went online, watched TV, talked to Bill, talked to Denise and then got ready to go out. Mum picked us up and i ate CURLY FRIES! Hahha! So then, we went to BRAS BASAH to get my brother's guitar and then i went to that POPULAR, POP@central or something like that and its the best popular in the world! Its got like all the arts stuff and all the popular stuff! I so LOVE IT! Then went to Peninsula but first we went to Bata cos i needed court shoes for choir and then i just felt like killing the sales girl! She was so damn bloody irritating! But then, i didn't get any shoes. Hahah! I have this sudden fetish for pointy shoes! :) hAHAH! After that, went to Suntec City and ate at CARL'S JR. it was so damn good! I ATE THE WHOLE BURGER! Shopped around for a bit and we left suntec at 10.15pm! Crazy ah.. Hhahaha! Went home and fell straight to sleep! GOING TO MY GRANNY'S HOUSE TODAY!

2006-06-13T12:20:00.001+08:00

heirloom.

Oh my! Went to the hair-dressers with Joanne yesterday. Was talking to Sonia while Joanne was cutting her hair. Hahaha! The practice phonecalls.. Oh well, Joanne's hair is nice. She looks neat and pretty! And so here comes my story. I told my hair-dresser, WASH AND BLOW! So she washes my hair and it smells so nice and then she blows it. Looks nice and all AND THEN, I SEE HER SWITCH ON THE HAIR IRON THING. Then, i just tell myself 'Maybe its for the next customer.. thats why we have to call to make an appointment cos like i didn't tell her i wanted my hair ironed'. So i am talking to Joanne and then! She takes a portion of my hair and IRONS it. Then she puts the iron down. SO i thought, maybe its just for one bit of my hair cos after she did that, she trimmed the edges. THEN SHE PICKS UP THE IRON AGAIN! And she does my whole head! I was so shocked that i just didn't know what to do cos she already did a quarter of my head and if i told her to stop, my hair would just look crazy. SO she did my whole head and now, now, now I'VE GOT STRAIGHT HAIR. My hair has always been QUITE straight but now, its STRAIGHTER. I thought i looked horrible but then Joanne said i looked PUNK! Like i don't want to be looking punk. But, i've got a nice fringe! But, i don't look punk. And after that, went to Popular to get my stationary, got my curly fries and went home. Mummy, Daddy and Daryn said i looked nice. More KINKY! Hahaha! Not Kinky in that sense, but kinky-trendy kind of thing. I like flicking my hair now, its so fun! Oh well, going to Peninsula and then IKEA! later! I re-did my room, got a nice new desk and a new art corner. Gonna get things to decorate! Ta-ta!

2006-06-12T11:16:00.000+08:00

karma.

Its all coming back, its all coming back to me now. And i don't know the rest of the LYRICS....Its the Celion Dion song, just heard it on i-tunes. Oh my! I think i am going crazy. The CHOIR OLYMPIC thing is getting to me and i am freaking out. We are leaving on the 14th of July and guess what? We've only got 32 days left! 32! Can you believe it? Well, i can't. We had a dry-run and it was just horrendous. And like we are learning Chinese Poems now and I SO LOVE IT! But then again, i think we need more choir practices for China. This SYF nonsence is just killing me. I really don't know why we had to take part in it but then, its 2 points for CCA :) I think i will blog later on. I need to go revise my scores and DO MY HOMEWORK!

2006-06-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

DANCE DANCE DANCE.

It was a blast! Had choir in the morning and then went for lunch, came home and started slacking. Then Lavania and Joanne start calling me at about 4.30 and then i realised, OH NO! I think i'm late. Don't ask why so early.. So then, they decided that they will come over and then we'll all leave from my house. I took my shower, washed my hair and then changed. Blew dry my hair and then waited for them to come. Joanne came at around 5.40 and Lavania came at around 5.55 and what time were we supposed to meet them?

6PM AT THE INTERCHANGE!

Haahhaha! Put on my eye-liner and accesories and then came the dilemma. Joanne in white top or purple top? Since she had already worn the white top, we settled for the purple one. Then, the earrings. At about 6.10, we left and then cabbed down to J8, picked Melissa Mike and then made our way to NUS. The taxi ride was funny la. I was trying to put on Joanne's earrings and trying to make her hair neat but it was highly impossible. Hahaha! We were laughing so much.

THE CAB FARE WAS $17.90!

Expensive,ah.. SO then, we mingled around first and Beatrice gave me a rose! So sweet ah.. Met Sarah and Erica, did the flowers and we went in. We had to reserve 13 seats and it was a bit chaotic but everything was fine. Lesley, Nurul, Zoe and all came and then the concert began. The hip-hop item was nice la.. BUT VERY MESSY!

The TANGLIN DANCERS WERE AMAZING!

It was so well done, St. Nicks still had their cheena image and the primary school item was just adorable. More synchronised than __________. Then,

DEFINITION CREW!

It was just so cool and amazing, i was at the edge of my seat. Hhaha! During the intermission, saw a lot of people! It was fun la! Time flew by very quickly! AND! The Teacher's Item! That was another nice one. Mrs Low danced so well, we were screaming and screaming for her. Then, dance night came to an end and we shouted ENCORE! but there was no encore item i suppose. Quite not worth it but everything else made it worth it. Congratulated all the dancers, gave them their flowers and talked to some more people and then FINALLY, we walked out of the place. I didn't know where to go so i just walked where i felt was the correct way and we ended up at the right bus-stop. Met Erica and Sarah and my brother at the bus-stop and then we decided that chomp chomp was too far. Boarded the bus and the ride was so funny. Could have died laughing. Got off the bus and then had an awkward moment with Jia Yi. I have never spoken to her in my life, don't know what she was doing. Went to Macs and then got our food after some time of walking in and out as we couldn't decide on what to do. We are crazy la. Saw Gabriel and he looks very different. Sonia was there and she was telling us about Shah. Ahhaha! Oh ya!

AND SARAH MISSED SHAH!

He was right in front of us and she completely missed him. Hahaha! Sonia took a funky photo with him. hah... funky.. Macs was very funny la. Had lots of fun. At about 11.30, took the train back with Lavania, Melissa, Joanne, Sonia, Shi Ming and Abigail. The train ride was extremely LONG and FUNNY! Reached City Hall and guess what "THIS IS THE LAST TRAIN' came out onto the intercom OHMYGOSH! We nearly died but then went up to the control station and asked the man who told us to quickly go down. Sonia, Abigail and Shi Ming already tapped their cards so they had to pay 45 cents more... IMPULSIVITY. Hhaha! So then, got onto the train and we were all so tired that we just sat onthe floor. So ah lian! Hahah! We couldn't be bothered la. Mel, Shi Ming, Abigail and Sonia left at Toa Payoh. Lav, Jo and I got off at Bishan and cabbed back. Got home and then my brother, my mother and i were talking about Dance Night.Felt sleepy and then wnet off to sleep.
THE END.

2006-06-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

cockroach galore.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! I SAW 45 COCKROACHES WHILE COMING HOME TODAY! Well, they weren't alive but they were all dead and like some of them we squished! DISGUSTING! But imagine if they were all alive? I would have dropped dead and then the cockroaches would have crawled over my body and i will be covered in cockroaches! Eeew! I'm freaking myself out. So like anyway, like i went to school and like had a committee meeting and like it was so funny, like we were all like so funny and like laughing and like being like lame! OH MY GOSH! I'm so annoying! Ok! SO i had a comm meeting today and we discussed quite a lot, joked around and came up with new things. Quite progressive. And then, Samira and i were talking about how some ij girls use 'bleahhs' and 'lolx' and 'haissz' and it was so funny! I CAN'T STAND IT YOU KNOW! Went to macs for lunch and again, it was funny. I love the comm la! So funny. We told each other ghost stories after that and then all of us freaked ourselves out. Crazy ah.. That's us! Met Joanne after that and then went to Bugis, it was fun! I GOT A WALLET AND A MANICURE! So so so so so so so so nice!!! Cant wait for dance night tomorrow but at the same time, i can wait. Ahahaha! I gotta go now and PLAN MY CLOTHES!

2006-05-29T15:57:00.000+08:00

reality check.

I really don't know what's going on nowadays. Whether i am being fooled once again, time can only tell. I don't know what or who to believe. Everything seems so fickle right now and i can't stand it. I seem to be left in the dark and its like as though i can't get out of the eternal darkness. I've been having this awkward feeling in me for the past few days. Its been there since the day ___________ and its annoying me. Its everything going to happen all over again cos i'm so sure i don't want it too. Maybe, just maybe, i should try and let it work out so that it doesn't happen to me later on. But i dont know what to do. I want to talk to you and to apologise, to let you know how i feel but history is bound to repeat itself if i open up and give this whole situation a chance. I don't want reprecussions. Am i being deceived? Are you going to have the last laugh? Are you serious about this? I'm cofused and i need you to assure me that its not going to happen again but i know that isn't happening. I need to know how you feel. Stop putting on a facade, it ain't helping. I'll keep it going, i'll try and so, now, we just gotta see how long it lasts.

2006-05-29T14:30:00.000+08:00

CHANGED & SATISFIED

I'm pretty happy with my blog now, quite satisfied. Hahah! Had EMATHS and AMATHS remedial today. It was quite progressive and yet not so progressive. Ms Krishna's Amath lesson was a killer. Once again, no one was listening to her.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR DANCE NITE!

But, my brother is going with his friends! And i still haven't decided on what i am going to wear! Oh well, i will probably decide by tomorrow.

AND!

I don't want to go forthe parent-teacher meeting tomorrow! It'll be so annoying! I feel like telling Cikgu how biased she is! I HATE HER!
And Krishna.... i got no comments la.

Ok, i am going to clean my room now and make some food cos i am hungry!

2006-05-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS FUN FUN FUN :D

Went for Choir in the morning, did the normal 6 round, 75 curnches, 75 push-ups and 75 back-ups and then we sang through some of the songs and we had sectionals. It was quite good la except the fact that some people were repeating the same mistakes over and over again. Maybe we were all tired la. So then we had SYF practice! It was so funny la. We were all forgetting our steps and Constance... aiyoh.. Super funny la she. Then they told us that we had a break then we will have dancing octets. During the break we were doing nonsense, we were like barbarians! Ahahaha! BUT IT WAS FUN! And then the dancing octets were so funny, i forgot the steps for the munaeru one and we were laughing and laughing so much! Choir is fun now! Then after Choir, Joanne and I rushed to Novena for the mass. It was good la, wrote a petition. I hope it helps me, i really need to buck up. SO then, had Chicken rice and it was SO SO SO GOOD! AHhahaah! We were laughing so much! Went to church for cath class after that. Eternal Dawn did the praise and worship, Melissa and I were laugihng like crazy la! So annoying! Went home like immeadiately to change and go to church, wasn't supposed to go but then Joanne asked me to go so i went. Church was hillarious. Joanne and her hair once again. Went to Macs after that and then went home and then just slacked in my room and i fell off to sleep.

As you have just read from this post, it is all in past tense because i was supposed to post about it on Saturday but i was too lazy so i continued today (Mon) and therefore, i forgot about the tenses! :)

2006-05-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU VERY MUCH MARISSA LYNN CHIA! :)

What were you doing in secondary school?
-STUDYING!
-LAUGHING!
-TALKING!
-SINGING!
(what kind of question is that)

Five of your favourite singers / bands?
-PCD
-BEP
-Collin Raye (The 'LOVE, ME' song!)
-JASON MRAZ
-MICHAEL JACKSON

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
-SHOP
-SHOp
-SHop
-Shop
-shop

Five bad habits?
-I procrastinate
- I can't keep my room clean
- IMPULSIVE!
-i talk toooooooo MUCH on the phone
- I cannot control myslef when i am having fun!

Five things you like doing?
-SINGING!
-PAINTING
-LAUGHING
-SHOPPING
-TALKING

Five things you would never buy, wear or get?
-I would never wear a floral shirt, the ones you get from those ah-ma shops
-I would never buy a diamond ring for anyone, they gotta buy it for me! :D
-I would never wear those huge sunglasses, me and them... JUST DONT GO!
-I would never buy any raw thing on sushi
-I would never get plastic surgery!

Five favourite things?
- MY PHONE
- MY WALLET (only if there's money in it)
- MY ACESSORIES!
- MY EYELINER AND LIP GLOSS
- MY COMPUTER!

Five people to do this?
-I'm not going to be mean and make people do it so if you want to do i, go do it!
Cos i know how dreadful it is to do this!

MARISSA, I AM GOING TO GET YOU A QUIZ THING!
YOU WAIT AND SEE!!!
Hahahahahah!

2006-05-26T14:45:00.000+08:00

I HAD THE MOST FUN EVER TODAY!

Ok! So we had founder's day mass in the morning and it was so funny. Was crapping with Briana and Li Jin! Hahaha! Then like looked at all our primary school teachers, SAW MRS HO! I miss P5 & P6 DAISY! Then came cleaning of class when i kind of was able to tell Bill a lot and let my emotions run. Hahah! But Sonia, Joanne, Lavania, Caroline, Kellyn and some 3/8 girls made it better together with Bill. Ok so then, i join the Allies and then we had a plan and JOANNE GOT DRENCHED! So then i filled up a bottle of water and then went near Joanne and then she moved closer to Mr. Jiow so that we wouldn't throw the water at her AND THEN!
Lavania said 'MR JIOW, JOANNE LIKES YOU!'

So embarrassing i tell you! SO went into the computer lab to get air-con and then had the job interview with Sonia and Bill. Hhaha! SO FUNNY! Left after some time of absorbing air-con then went to class where my spirit fell once again. Met mother and then went to J8 with Lav, Farah, Bo, Caroline, Rui Wen, Valerie, Joanne and Farah. Discussed about Dance Night. THEN THEN THEN!!!

I SAW DENISE DANIELLE LEE!

It was so nice seeing her la! I practically hugged her 3 times! AHhaha! Talked to her for a bit and she looks the same except that she's taller and almost my height. We all gotta go out soon la! It'll be so fun. Hhaha! So then, hugged her and then we had catching! First we went to the playground, then we got chased out then we went around J8 and we had hide and seek! It was so funny but the first part was scary.. Lavania Lavania Lavania! Hahahah! I gotta go for tuition now and TELL MY TUTOR MY MATHS RESULTS!

2006-05-25T18:02:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to blog about so many things but in the end, i decided to change my blog skin. Got so irritated with it that i just left it (as you can see from its current state) and i will do it soon. I am SO sick of the computer that i will post tomorrow! Good bye!

2006-05-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

I REALISED SOMETHING, people kind of get annoyed of blogging after some time. (i am one of them) I WONDER WHY?

And, i happen to be using the word 'ANNOYING' quite often. I WONDER WHY?

2006-05-22T19:11:00.000+08:00

I AM HAPPY
I AM SAD
I AM DEPRESSED
I AM ANNOYED(i'm not annoying, bill)
I AM IRRITATED(kind of same as annoyed)
I AM HOT AND BOTHERED
I AM DELIGHTED
I AM __________.

Well, i am happy cos i had a hell of a good time on Saturday and Sunday! Well, i practically stayed in my room for the whole of Saturday, but it was fun. And for Sunday, had a lecture cos of my terrible terrible terrible results and then went for my friend's party which was so COOL! They had 7 chalets and like shiock food and a dj console thingy.. IT WAS FABULOUS! So well, had choir today and it was fun la. Laughing at he dance steps and all but the SUN! OH THE SUN! Was killing me! And that is why, i am hot and bothered! And i am also annoyed cos the woman or shall i say bitch was SO annoying like scolding everyone. And now we all know what Mrs Low means when she says we shouldn't disgrace our school. Oh well! I am going for practice tomorrow cos we are going to Macs for breakfast. AND! I am depressed and sad cos of my pathetic results for the midyears, they were the most horrible results i have ever gotten! BUT! I am happy cos i passed one more subject! Ahahahah! SO i've got tons of feelings now that i don't know what i am feeling. Oh ya!! Today's taxi ride was the bestest ever!

I LOVE YOU, BEATRICE TAN, SAMIRA SHAH and CONSTANCE TANG!

2006-05-12T08:54:00.000+08:00

I HATE PREP WORK!
Its the most annoying-est thing ever and i don't see a point in it. Have you heard of VincentVanGogh, SalvadoreDali or LeornadoDaVinci doing prep work? I think its so nice to just sit there and let our creative juices flow! Hahaha! Ifinshed my whole art piece at like 1.40pm, i took 2hours and 37 minutes. Oh well, my prep work was kinda ok.. Quite pretty with all the pictures and the MODELS!! Will take a picture and post it up here if i have the time. So on a lighter note, THE EXAMS ARE OVER! I feel so free, no need to come back early to study, stay up late and drink coke to keep me awake. And i'm kind of sick of this Singaporean coke its just sweet and it doesn't have any gas! I want the coke from Spain! Oh well, i'll go there soon. Went up to the printing room to do Sarah's art, we were talking lots and all, was good. Hahaha! Made our way down to town where we walked around a bit to get food and Hannah's present and Deborah's mothers' day card and then we went to Anastasia's place! The drums were so fun!! Oh ya, we got lost in the lift cos we kind of forgot which floor she was staying on so we went up to the 14th floor and then we got off to use the phone cos there was no connection in the lift and like so we waited for the lift and then it went down to the 9th floor and so we decided to take the stairs and then this caucasian woman was like 'Can i help you?' then we went 'No, it's alright' and then she repeated herslef and we had to like tell her the whole story, FREAKY. So then we managed to get up to the 16th floor and then we went in played with the drums and chilled out for awhile then we left. Oh my gosh! The card thing was so funny! 'i've got big eyes'! Haahahah! Oh well, i gotta get ready now cos Sarah, BILL, deb and i are going out! Isn't this like the bestest thing ever, Bill going out so like ya! We are going to have jap food then go SHOPPING!!!

2006-05-02T14:57:00.000+08:00

I received this email and i think it is the sweetest thing ever. Had to post it. I think i mind as well not take my exams, i am completely screwed!

I have seen peace.
I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
I have seen birth.
I have seen death.
Lived to see a lover's final breath.
Do you see my guilt? Should I feel fright?
Is the fire of hesitation burning bright?
And if you want to talk about it once again,
On you I depend.
I'll cry on your shoulder.
You're a friend.
You and I have lived through many things.
I'll hold on to your heart.
I wouldn't cry for anything,
But don't go tearing your life apart.
I have seen fear. I have seen faith.
Seen the look of anger on your face.
And if you want to talk about what will be,
Come and sit with me, and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
Once again.
Cry on my shoulder, I'm a friend.

2006-05-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the times
That you've given me
The memories are all in my mind
And now that we've come
To the end of our rainbow
There's something
I must say out loud
I've always loved you
I never want to leave you
And i am sorry for hurting you

And I love you
When we are together
The moments I cherish
With every beat of my heart
To know you To talk to you
To feel you to need you
There's nothing to keep us apart
Because I love you

2006-04-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

Its been an extremely long time since I last blogged and life hasn’t been going the way I’ve wanted it to be. First of all, I got a pathetic 4/25 for my AMATHS test.. 16/100??? Not good at all but at least I passed my listening compre and oral for malay. Other than that, nothing has been great. I am totally stressed out by studying and trying to understand everything and I can’t stand it anymore. School has been fun, fun fun. I was talking to Bill on the phone the other day and like after some time, I couldn’t hear anything and she couldn’t hear anything and then we were like saying hello! and all but there was nothing and we heard heavy breathing! Scary!! Ahahaha! Then history and SS lessons have been fun and enjoyable and CEREAL! I LOVE CEREAL! We’ve been eating cereal non-stop! Honey Stars, Frosties, Cornflakes, Honey Bunches of Oats! Shiok! We’ve been making more songs for M.O.V.H. Damn funny I tell you!! And I have decided to do TRADITIONS for art and I hope it turns out alright. I gotta study for the whole of tomorrow tomorrow but what if tomorrow never comes? Ahahha! On the other hand, there are more problems.

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I told you that I would be there for you anytime you needed me so don’t feel as though you are a problem to me because you are not. I will and always will be here for you no matter what, whether it is nearing the exams or whether I am nearing my death. I love you and please don’t ever do it again. You got me thinking the whole day about you ok.. Please.. it just doesn’t help.

Why is this happening over and over again? Could you please be honest with me and tell me everything I need to know? Nothing is possible if there is no trust. If its because of her then just tell me cos I gotta know. I can’t be left in the dark. You always thought she was sincere right.. I’m just telling you that you gotta think again. I don’t wanna spoil anything between the both of you so I am going to leave it this way. I still love you and I always have. You really don’t know how much you mean to me. If tomorrow never comes, you’ll never know how much you mean to me.

I thought I could trust you, I thought you would be honest with me, I thought you would be there for me when I needed you but you haven’t been here for the past 4 months! I called her and I told her to stop doing all that she was doing to you for your own sake! NOT FOR MINE! I was sick of listening to you telling me that she was irritating you and so I had to have it stop since it was affecting you so much and at the end of the day, I get all negative results. I never knew everything would turn out this way. I WAS NAÏVE AS TO BELIEVE YOU! I was blinded by everything else around me and that was why I could not see anything that was so visible to me for the past 4 months. If you don’t need me which I don’t think you need, just tell me.

Once again, I wasn’t doing it for myself. It was for her and if you really do have something against me, just tell me, why are you acting like you don’t? Once again, don’t leave me in the dark. I DON’T NEED IT FROM YOU AS WELL!

I hope all goes well from now on!